rough day
 

I went to health services today for feeling lightheaded .I told the dr that I had been cutting lately along with having my period so thought it might be from blood loss. He asked to see the cuts and I showed him (he's an intern) .He told me he was going to consult the regular Dr. When he left the room I heard him say I have a cutter out loud. He came back after a while with the Dr who looked at my leg and frowned at me( in a concerned way). They both looked,and talked to me about it, he then cleaned and covered them(which was weird for me....never had a dr take care of my cuts before), the Dr asked if it were ok if she talked to the counselor I see, and I said yea.... After I got blood work done to test for anemia, I saw the counselor which went ok except she asked me to write in journal before I cut. I am a little leery about but said ok. I also just found out that my grandpa is in the sterile room at the hospital because his white blood count is low (he had cancer and just finished chemo and radiation) . So I am extremely concerned about him.


sry it's long. just could use some support... today was rough :(