and substance abuse trigger.... maybe. ALCOHOL.
 

Im not really sure why im posting here, it could have something to do with me being drunk.
again.
at 5 o clock.


But the thing is i was getting so damn wasted at uni in the last few weeks i actualy woke up from being passed out in a police station.
Id collapsed on a train because i didnt eat for AGES and i drank too much.
Pathetic, non?

I have days where i wake up & i feel awful about the nght before but m a lot better than i used to be.

anyway i continue to binge & purge every day and not really eat.
then i get drunk off like one drink.
My parents didnt like me drinking alone some nights, so i hid it.

then they searched my room and found empty bottles of vodka.
now they think im a alcoholic.

Im not though, this is normal teenage stuff right?
xx

I don't eat much and drink at night too...Bad idea, because it's easier to black out and lose control more quickly. (Trust me. It has happened more than once in the past month. :pinch: )

I used to hide rum in my bedroom when I was back at my parent's house a few years ago...My mom found it and thought I was a drunk too...I wish I would have gotten help/counselling back then. I'm not wasted every day, but I def. drink for the wrong reasons.

I hate to put it bluntly, but I wouldn't consider what your describing "normal" teenage stuff. Would you ever consider talking to someone about it? I know I should be taking my own advice, but...yeah. It's hard. You can PM me if you'd like to talk. Take care.

can you explain to your parents that you are drinking alcohol and tell them te reasons why.
your parents must care enough to not want you to drink

talk to your doctor about it as there is help to get of alcohol