relationship advice needed
 

I'm confused and really don't know what to do. over two years ago I broke up with my then partner of 18 months becuse I moved to Austria to work and they stayed in England to finish training and keep their job. it was a pleasant break up and we remained friends, it's their number that is listewd as my ICE no. (in case of emergency). so when I ended up in hospital 2 weeks ago, she decided to fly out to be with me, these two weeks have been so good, and I think I still love her, and I think she feels the same, but there's no way we can have a relationship if she goes back to England.
there is however a very good change that I'll lose my job in October, I had planned on getting a job over here but now debating going back to England just to be with her.
my other problem is I have issues with England, when i came out here I was running away from a lot of probs, I'm not sure if I'm ready to face my past and go back.
I dunno what to do.
guess this was kinda pointless. hmm