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FIGHTING TO BE FREE.

Standing in the darkness
No one really see's
There is a shadow cast over me

There’s not light or pleasure to be found
In this place so fare off the ground
I’m hurting I’m crying my blood's dripping deep

Can anyone hear me I need to be found
I’m not hiding I’m just lost in this place without a sound
Do u listen or do I not speak
I’ve been waiting a long time and I’m feeling weak

Still standing in the darkness
No one wants to see
There is a big shadow and its hunting me

I am alone that’s the way I wanted it to be
But please don’t leaving me I now want to be free
I hurt myself yes but there is things you can't see

Like all the pain locked up inside of me
It's not that I want this I’ve never learnt to cope
Can't you just be there a friend with some hope

The pain is unbearable as thoughts run through my head
I think I wish I was rather dead
But I still keep breathing and hoping for the best

The darkness is never ending
For there is no light I can see
Do I control this?
Can I set my self free?