good but scary
 

just got rid of my last blade today...literally like 10mins ago...havent cut in at least 2 months, probably more like 3...

it felt good to get rid of it from amongst my stuff...but scary as well...a kind or 'what if i get to that point where i want to return to it'...i dont think i will, but that thought still cropped up

*Hugs* Well done for getting rid of your tool!! Thats an excellent step to take, im so proud of you :) Congratulations on being free from self harm for 3 months, thats brilliant!!

Take care best wishes Ian

woah, well donee! (:
I'm really pleased for you. xD