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Devil Girl 25-03-2009 12:06 PM

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Originally Posted by shieldworld (Post 1508389)
Devil, who is? What noise is it? Can you not put some music on to drown them out?

thanks,

just everybody, the noise that fills my head, is unbearable.

I feel so ill today...so so ill.

zowie 25-03-2009 01:09 PM

I feel ill too devil girl. Bad things are going to happen.

~*Rainbow*~ 25-03-2009 02:28 PM

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Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1509383)
I FINALLY have a gp appointment tomorrow.
Needed one since NOVEMBER because *he* wants to see me after my A&E visit (od) and I need to see him because of needing medical evidence to get mental health mentor at uni/so they know what I'm like. Will he even give it seeing as I'm not diganoised with anything. I so know he's going to ask me how I am. How long its been since my last self harm/od/suicide attempt. But he'll find out about my plans if I'm not careful and he really really really can't. I swear man, if he doesnt give me what I'm asking for, I'll NEVER ask for his help ever again. Am I wasting my time doing this anyway? As I'll likely be dead this time next month...

Helen darling *hugs and Squishes*

Your note wasting your time doing something like this......its the first step to actually gettin what you need! as for being dead this time next month over my dead body will you be - cause i'll be back in Brum by then!

They will take into consideration all of your symptoms to maybe provide you with a diganosis (it took then 3 years to diganose me without having the chance to see a specialist)

They may take some time to give you the medical evidance and it may take more than one meeting so be prepared for that!

Im always at the end of my MSN or PM here or a message on facebook if you need more information about waht they might ask of you!


*Hugs Michaella* well done on the not SI for 6 days walking about is sometimes good to clear the mind ad the soul but its dangerous late at night in any place in Britain, If you need to talk of clear your mind just PM me kk

*Hugs Damnation.* Sorry to hear that your wanting to SI and feeling unsafe, sometime the feeling unsafe can be the worst part of it all becasue you just dont kow what to feel, same for you if you need to chat PM me k


*Hugs wildly insane* You are not a Failure no one is a failure! and everyone deserves to be here, when things get tough its horrible but you just have to hold your head up high and think of all teh good things you have even if its just little things!!! Same for you to im Just a PM away

*Hugs Katrica* Hope yourokay sweetie Pm me if you need me

*Hugs Devil Girl* sorry to hear your not feeling so great, hearing noises and things really isnt a nice thigs, i used to get them alot to, but i found things like listening to my fave songs or going out for a walk in teh middle of nowhere really helped me realease some of them, also writting down things that might be stressing you out of maybe triggering the voices and noises on to paper and tying them on to balloons and realeasing them also really helps *Hugs Zowie* the same goes for you to, just trying to put yourself in a place where nothing can get you a place that you've created for times that you feel alone or scared.

*hugs to everyone else*

Things are going okay for me had an argument with my partner on monday night but he's given me another chance and i cant blow this one!!!!! He's told me to see about doing a councelling course to try and become a guidance conunceller in schools and things! so im gonna look into i think!!!

Gilz x

MammaMia 25-03-2009 02:48 PM

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Originally Posted by *~Nikki*Sixx~* (Post 1510011)
Helen darling *hugs and Squishes*

Your note wasting your time doing something like this......its the first step to actually gettin what you need! as for being dean this time next month over my dead body will you be - cause i'll be back in Brum by then!

They will take into consideration all of your symptoms to maybe provide you with a diganosis (it took then 3 years to diganose me without having the chance to see a specialist)

They may take some time to give you the medical evidance and it may take more than one meeting so be prepared for that!

Im always at the end of my MSN or PM here or a message on facebook if you need more information about waht they might ask of you!

*hugs and squishes* I didn't go anyway. But I still feel it'll be a waste of time. I will be dead, but we'll see hey? I don't think my GP is bothering to try and find a diagnosis, I think all he's interested in is getting me support, which isn't a bad thing, but like he doesn't ever understand what it's like, he knows how I can get when things are really bad. So what else can he need to know. I have kinda assumed it'll take an appointment or two, like first one to chat about it and then a follow up to chat and hopefully give it me :S Thanks sweetie, can we talk more later like you said in this post and your text? Also you should look into being a counsellor, I think you'd be quite good.

Eclectica 25-03-2009 02:56 PM

Managed to stay safe last night, just a few scratches.

Went to psych today, a new one, and she prescribed some anti-psychotics to help with my 'crew' (people in my head etc). Don't relaly want to take them... have a feeling it'll kill them off. I odn't want that. So I dunno...

Getting my two new tattoos done today at 4, can't waaaait!

~*Rainbow*~ 25-03-2009 03:44 PM

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Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1510052)
*hugs and squishes* I didn't go anyway. But I still feel it'll be a waste of time. I will be dead, but we'll see hey? I don't think my GP is bothering to try and find a diagnosis, I think all he's interested in is getting me support, which isn't a bad thing, but like he doesn't ever understand what it's like, he knows how I can get when things are really bad. So what else can he need to know. I have kinda assumed it'll take an appointment or two, like first one to chat about it and then a follow up to chat and hopefully give it me :S Thanks sweetie, can we talk more later like you said in this post and your text? Also you should look into being a counsellor, I think you'd be quite good.


Of course we can sweetie, I have a pub quiz tonight to raise money for my Brownies so I will be on after ten ish x *hugs*

Auburn Shadow 25-03-2009 03:47 PM

*hugs everyone*

Jamie's asleep. I want to SI, no, not want to NEED to. He doesn't understand, I mean, he tries and I give him credit for that, but he doesn't understand and I try talking to him, but it doesn't help, because I know he doesn't really understand properly. It hurts. Being here, it hurts. I don't know if I can do this anymore.

MammaMia 25-03-2009 09:34 PM

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Originally Posted by ~*Rainbow*~ (Post 1510162)
Of course we can sweetie, I have a pub quiz tonight to raise money for my Brownies so I will be on after ten ish x *hugs*

Thanks chick, you're fab :D

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Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 1510166)
*hugs everyone*

Jamie's asleep. I want to SI, no, not want to NEED to. He doesn't understand, I mean, he tries and I give him credit for that, but he doesn't understand and I try talking to him, but it doesn't help, because I know he doesn't really understand properly. It hurts. Being here, it hurts. I don't know if I can do this anymore.

*hugs Hana lots and lots*

zowie 25-03-2009 09:54 PM

Please let me die.

Long*Past 25-03-2009 11:55 PM

*lays down and looks up at ceiling*

I don't want to feel so useless anymore.
I don't want to hurt myself.
And I won't!
I absolutely refuse to...
I'll try anyway...
I always do...
But I ust feel like I"m no good for anyone...


I have to find my counciller's phone number...

Kahlia1981 26-03-2009 09:10 AM

*offers hugs to everyone*

I'm surviving ... well I'm still alive so I guess that proves that point. I made an emergency appointment with my GP today and got another injection. She's doubling the dose from now on. Worried about my violent rapid cycling mood. On the good side, got to see my house-mate who is in hospital and he appears to be doing okay. Better anyway. Well, one day at a time right ??

wildly insane 26-03-2009 10:44 AM

*hugs Kahlia* glad your housemate is doing better and I hope the injection helps you, like you said, one day at a time.

*hugs silently crying* you aren't useless, please stay strong.

*hugs Kat* well done for getting through the night without hurting yourself, I hope it keeps going that way.

*hugs Arwen* sorry to hear that the noises aren't giving you any respite, I hope you can stay safe.

*hugs Hana* we understand and you can do this, even if Jamie doesn't it's obvious that he cares a lot, I hope you managed to get through the night okay.

*hugs Gil* thanks hun

*hugs Devil girl* I hope the noise quietens down and you get some rest

*hugs Dayna* how are you doing hun?

*hugs Shieldworld**hugs Michaella**hugs Helen*

*hugs Emma, Shell, Jade, MaryAnne and Katie if you drop in, hope you're doing okay*

me? I'm just being me with a cold and emotional with no-one to talk to.

Kahlia1981 26-03-2009 10:47 AM

*hugs Hannah* Thank you. I had fixed my laptop but now it's being sill again. *grumbles*

zowie 26-03-2009 10:50 AM

Going to London today to see my baby cousins. That should cheer me up :)

Long*Past 26-03-2009 11:04 AM

ugh... I feel so sick...
Of course this would happen the day I'm supposed to see Watchmen with my Mom...
but at least I'm seeing my doctor on Friday...
Lets see... what do I need to talk to Dr.Clay about?
ADD meds
Anti-depressants (that work)
How crap I feel right now due to this sudden illness
How I've been hacking up a storm since we got back from California...
oh yea,
and getting on the pill 'cause my cramps are unbearable.

Ughh... I need more sleep...


Oh and thanks Wildly.

Steel Maiden 26-03-2009 12:22 PM

Ugh I have gastroenteritis and I feel so ill...I'm sick of feeling ill.
And the Voices are screaming at me.

I had this dream where I had these sick things all over my leg and I can't get the sickening images out of my mind. Its just...disgusting.

I hate sleeping. I just get horrible dreams and I spend half the night awake, listening to the Voices.

The only thing that stops me from strangling myself at night is my Soulmate, he will txt me until 4am in the morning even though he has to get up for work at 7am. He's amazing.

shieldworld 26-03-2009 06:10 PM

Steel, what are they saying?
I used to get really horrible dreams too, with bugs and stuff all over my body and down my throat...-shudders- It was horrible. Now I have to burn incense before I go to bed and sleep with Chris's hoodie for them to go away at all.

zowie 26-03-2009 08:55 PM

The voices keep me awake at night, and then usually I have either really weird dreams or horrible nightmares.
Sounds like you've got a really nice soulmate steel :) You're lucky.
xxx

~*Rainbow*~ 26-03-2009 09:28 PM

*hugs to all*

Sorry its not more just a bit stressed atm

Gilz xxxx

MammaMia 26-03-2009 09:56 PM

C-O-L-D


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