I can't do this.

*hits head on wall*

IDIOT!!!! DON'T START THIS!!!!

*Hugs to all who need them*

Helen, Ashley, Vicki, everyone, how are you all?? Auburn glad things are going ok for you, I'm a smoker too and I know how hard it is trying to give up. Just take each day as it comes :-)

*Paces up and down*

Uh... not so great...
I don't want to be where I am right now, and I don't think I can drag myself back into denial, so the denial tent is not an option!
My writing isn't even helping right now, because it's all dark and horrible and it just makes me feel worse!
*sigh*
*curls up in corner and starts to cry*

*Wraps you up in a nice warm blanket*

Yeah, writing can be really difficult when you're not feeling good. It scares me sometimes seeing my thoughts on paper, like it makes them real. What are you trying to write?

*Cuddles*

Make the flashbacks stop??????

Why is it, those ****ing pretty girls, who made my life hell, get to ****ing enjoy their lives and I dont get to ****ing enjoy mine????????????

:-( You've probably read it already but I heard there's some tips somewhere on RYL on how to cope with flashbacks? I can't really advise on that though, sorry.

Urgh yeah life seems so unfair. I just don't understand - why me? Why us? Why not someone who's horrible?

*Big hugs* xxx

I write fanfiction and poetry.
I know that the quality of writing is really good, but it just makes me feel worse than when I started writing because I can see my mind written all over the screen...
Ugh...
I need to go for a run...

I wonder it all the time.....

GRRRRRR

*paces up and down hallway*

I miss my sister.
She acts like I don't exist ;)

Awww..i'm sorry helen

*cuddles* can u talk to them?

*cuddles ashley* hope ur alrite there xx

*offers everyone hugs*

*wanders back in*

Sorry I just kind of posted and left.

How is everyone doing?

*HUGS*

*hugs amy*

i'm ok..urself? u keeping well?

*Hugs everybody*

How is everybody today? xx

*hugs all*

The guy I love says he loves me but then says that 90% of the stuff that comes from his mouth is sh*t. I don't know what to make from that. I just hurt my best friend because I mistook one of her actions to be deliberately hurting me and now I just want to kill myself.

I suck big time.

awww..*cuddles kahlia*

*cuddles everyone*

Still trying to not od, but I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I just don't care anymore. It's too hard. I'm seriously ****ed.

Awh, hon! :(. You can hold on...You're winning the battle...

*hugs*