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DestroyMe 14-06-2015 06:11 PM

*checks self in and sits in a corner*
every single one of my "friends" has their life more together then I do apparently. and every single one of them has something negative and not at all helpful over the fact that we're going to be living in a car in three months cause we can't afford a f-king apartment.

Kahlia1981 20-06-2015 01:22 PM

Hello all. We're back here because things are not going at all well and we're scared of.... everything. Just going to curl up in a corner and hope we can disappear.

*makes blanket, quilt and pillow fort and hides from the world*

aoife77 22-06-2015 02:08 AM

offers kahlia some hugs and additional pillows and blankets for the fort

kelz1983 23-06-2015 02:04 AM

*checks in, sees many full corners and sits alone against a wall* Hope you'll don't mind, but I just need a safe place to chill for a while. I'm overwhelmed with way too much on my plate right now. :(

Eir 23-06-2015 12:16 PM

*sits next to kelz*
I can move if you wanna be alone. Just here to offer people comfort today.
*hugs anyonevwho wants it*

kelz1983 23-06-2015 05:16 PM

Ur fine. Ty. Just a rough week. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Feel like I should just hide away... bc I'm not safe alone.

kelz1983 23-06-2015 08:23 PM

*rocks bk and forth* I think I'm having a mental breakdown. I can't do this. It's too much. I can't have this much crap and keep standing. I just cant.

Eir 24-06-2015 11:15 AM

*squeezes kelz tight*

kelz1983 25-06-2015 12:03 AM

Thank you. I had to hold the hand of my dying grandmother and tell her goodbye last night. I've known for months this was coming. She has terminal lung cancer. I avoided going to see her because I didn't think I could handle it. She didn't look like herself, she didn't know who I was and she couldn't respond to anything.

I've also had to deal with false allegations of abuse against my nephew who admitted to the investigator that he was coached on what to say and how to say it because his dad is angry over me helping his mom (they are in the middle of a divorce). I'm a wreck. This is the only place I feel like I can fully let loose how I feel without fear of hurting someone else or being judged harshly for wanting to hurt myself.

caiden 28-06-2015 04:20 PM

***hugs kelz***

sorry i dont have much support to offer to many of you others in need rightat the moment... im kinda in a really bad off place myself right at the moment. just figured id check in and see if theres room for one more lost confused tortured soul to maybe get a little hug or at least some understanding

kelz1983 29-06-2015 05:31 AM

We're all a walking mess here, Caiden. *hugs* Support is just in knowing we are not alone in our struggles.

Eir 29-06-2015 09:54 AM

*curls up on the ground crying*
Why is it that it keeps coming back? I'm sick of being an adult.

kelz1983 15-07-2015 05:14 AM

I'm sorry, hun. I'm here if u wanna talk.

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:04 PM

*curls into a ball in a [seemingly] never ending flood of tears*

Why do I have to keep seeing his face in my mind?
Why do these memories rear their heads right now?

Please, let me find some peace....

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:17 PM

Please stop my head going. I cannot cope with these thoughts and memories.... I'm collapsing in on myself and l don't know where to go to stop them. Why did these memories have to return now??

*builds pillow fort and huddles inside*

Eir 17-07-2015 05:18 AM

I... I don't know.
Just I can't deal anymore.

Kahlia1981 18-07-2015 02:40 PM

Here to listen if you need to talk Ktanaya.

My head is spinning, so close to switching but... I can't. Too much. Too many people. Too hard. Just... please, stop.

*curls up with Bear, a pillow and a blanket for the night*

YodaBearInterrupted 21-07-2015 06:02 PM

Things are just too hard right now, its so overwhelming and I just want it all to go away... but its not and being compounded by the Voices. I wish I could make it all go away, but no...

*sits on the floor and stares at the wall*

Eir 22-07-2015 04:33 AM

Sounds like a mental health version of the flu is going around.
I'm still wrong. Too much crap in my life makes it impossible to ignore the voices.
Pitiful wreck I am, I won't do anything.

YodaBearInterrupted 27-07-2015 09:33 AM

Blah... another night of chaos... I wish it would all stop and go away...

*sits on the couch*

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