Sunny here too . I can't run far , so unfit but I do like walking I walk down by the canal into town most everyday , it's nice to look at the ducks and swans and such and I stroll along with my music in my headphones and I kind of get away from life (If that makes sense?) .

Heyyy guys. Its heather :) finally got bored of my username :p

It has been snowing here but the sun is shining now.

Hi Heather, nice username.

Hey thats a cool username Heather *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

I'm really lonely. I wish that my brother was at home. I was that my Dad was alive, but not unwell. I wish that my Mum was alive, but not an alcoholic.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel lonely , I get lonely quite often too so know how it feels:( *Extra Squishes*

*Spots and Hugs Jill*

*walks in and slams door* AGH!!! I'm so so so pissed off right now! All I ask is for some understanding and I get a rant instead! AGH!!!! *hides in corner*

*Hugs Sarah* Whats happened Hun?

I was talking to my faince about how I'm not sure about going back to uni next term because I can't concentrate and I feel useless in every lecture but I will because I have friends there to support me and I can always blow off some steam playing pool if I'm really frustrated, now he's going on about how I just use it as a social activity and I either need to put more effort in or quit. I'm furious with him. I genuinely struggle to get out of bed for uni because of how bad I feel and I usually have an energy drink Mon, Tues and Weds due to early mornings and my struggle sleeping (as Dr took me off the sleeping pills that helped me be awake enough to get out of bed) but he's angry at that too. The energy drink has less caffeine than coffee, I just can't drink cold coffee so I have to drink it all at once where my can can continue for hours. I don't see an issue with that, he does. He gets annoyed when I play pool instead of working on stuff that can be done another time and my head hurts I'm so angry

Awh I'm sorry he doesn't understand , *Huggles* Can you expain to him just how difficult it is for you to even get out of bed in the mornings ?

I did. He knows, he recovered from depression himself, during that time he got out of bed to go to the bathroom and thats it. I'm just so frustrated and a little hurt *snuggles Mark*

*squishes Sarah*

*hugs Sarah and Mark*

*hugs Lindsay and Mark*

Starting to calm down a little now.

That's good. Is there something nice you can do for yourself to help you to relax?

Not here :( just playing sims right now, distraction

hugs mark back. hugs the ward, argh keep burning the crap out of my finger trying to keep this damn fire going. cries

Hey everyone, my username is going to be changing soon to just thought id let you all you know.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Lia*