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PoisonedApple 26-02-2010 07:51 PM

*hides in denial tent*

MammaMia 26-02-2010 08:15 PM

*is hiding in denial tent*

PoisonedApple 26-02-2010 08:32 PM


Originally Posted by CrazyHayley (Post 2157554)

*huggles everyone else* Sorry for not doing more individual replies but I'm having a crummy brain day with my M.E so can't really cope with the focusing and typing. Laura's was the last post in my head so I could respond easier, don't want you thinking I'm picking and choosing who I respond to *worries with some paranoia*

It's ok Hayley... I have this issue sometimes too. *hugs*

*hugs Helen* how are you, hun?

[Awakening] 26-02-2010 09:10 PM

:-( my girlfriends gone away for the weekend, she left a couple hours ago and i'm already feeling so incredibly lonely and depressed.
I'm gonna be busy tomorrow because its my friends bday thing and we're going to london and clubbing etc so i know i wont be alone but i still feel lonely. I just want her back. I feel so stupid and pathetic being like this. I'm so dependant and that really isnt a good thing and i know that but it doesnt change anything. I don't want her to feel guilty, its healthy to spend time apart and shes gone to see her family so its all good but id way prefer to be with her than anyone else.

Sorry a bit of a rant, i just feel really pathetic for feeling so low. Plus i was being all depressing when she was packing and thats not good or nice for her. Urgh i feel like such a crappy girlfriend :-( i just want her home with me :-(

Imaginary_friend 26-02-2010 10:39 PM

i quite counselling. she was pissing me off and not helping at all.
let's hope things stay sane for a while.

*hugs everyone*

Kahlia1981 26-02-2010 10:53 PM

*cuddles everyone then slips into the denial tent*

quiet1 27-02-2010 04:28 AM

i feel like i need to be punished. my thoughts are wrong. i shouldn't think like that. i should be punished. ew.

Kahlia1981 27-02-2010 12:51 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm tired, I'm dizzy, I want these strong dangerous urges to stop now.

*screams her head off in a dark corner, pats Puppy SinClair and sneaks into the denial tent for the night*

Jetforce 27-02-2010 01:26 PM

*pops by and leaves some kit kats on the table and hugs for all*

Kahlia1981 27-02-2010 01:29 PM

Jem - I'll take one of the hugs, but I'm afraid I'm not into chocolate at the moment. *hugs you back*

*hugs everyone*

I spent over AU$700 on bits for my computer today. It is being pimped beyond belief. I can't wait for the parts to arrive. But I do wish that my joy in pimping my beast is being marred by my damn depression. Poot.

MammaMia 27-02-2010 04:44 PM

*cuddles all around*

Doikers 27-02-2010 08:57 PM

* Hugs everyone *

Kahlia1981 28-02-2010 07:21 AM

*hugs everyone*

one_step_closer 28-02-2010 01:59 PM

*leaves hugs*

I wish I would die.

Jetforce 28-02-2010 02:03 PM

Cool bananas Kahlia!! U'll have a beast of a machine over there hehe....! Do u plan to put the parts in yourself or will somebody do it for u?

*decides to hide in the psych ward tonite and cuddles all*

Scarletdreamer 28-02-2010 04:19 PM

I am so ****ing anxious right now. I can't concentrate on schoolwork & I want to b/p. I hate my life. :(

Sorry to be a negative Nancy... how is everyone else? *cuddles for all*

Doikers 28-02-2010 05:40 PM

Oh crap I've eaten so much , comfort eating it's not good especially when I am feeling so overweight . I want to S.I. 1.To punish myself for being so weak willed 2. To divert attention away for this Intense high feeling i've been getting latley , I don't know how else to deal with it .
*Hugs for you all*
I know my problems are not huge but I needed to air them , sorry.

MammaMia 28-02-2010 07:05 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Sorry we all seem to be struggling at the moment.

Scarletdreamer 28-02-2010 08:40 PM

*cuddles Mark, Helen, anyone else lurking who wants cuddles*

Yeh, it seems that it's a rough patch for us all. :( How're you, Helen? & it's fine, Mark, to post here. You don't need to SI... you can make it through... keep fighting, you've done SO WELL so far!!!!

MammaMia 28-02-2010 09:10 PM

Still struggling away, trying to hold on? My best friend, well one of them, told me they were proud today. She knows I've had a lot of bad emotions & really wanting to od/die etc lately but haven't done anything bad (except cut..) so she's proud, she knows how hard it is for me not to when I want to.

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