EKKKK. I'm right with you sufferer. I can't hold out my longer. pm me if you want to talk.
*runs to find own corner and try to stay safe.*
I feel so ill, feel like I'm gonna throw up. :( Have to return to college soon though, well in an hour. Hope I throw up, meh then no exam for this afternoon :D
please could i come and check in
i really dont think i can cope much more, need an escape
*then sits on the floor trying to sob whilst hiding*
I made it through yesterday fine, I'm feeling a bit better, not much but better. Got college apps in, which lifted a big weight off me. But as something exits the "being worried" zone, something fills it's spot. My dad and step mom started arguing again. I swear I hate being around them. They just make me so angry, and sad, and fed up...
Thanks for that yesterday bleedinghope. I'm gonna send you a PM in a bit. Feeling the need to talk. *hugs*
Thanks hun :(
*wanders back in with her duvet and Sasuke plushie*
Gonna be here a while... I think it's all started again with my mother. She told me today I'm completely useless because I didn't go to college (because there was torrential rain and gale-force outside and I didn't want to walk for an hour to the train station in it, and then got a txt to say college was closed).
I'm sick of her attacking me :(
Does she know college was closed anyway?
Is it me....or is it everytime when we post topics, they're pushed down a lot. >.< Seems like that with mine all the time, like loads of people get tons of replies & yeah.
Jealous obviously :|
Heh, i'm like that too.
Yea I'm not feeling all the well for sure now... I didn't let myself think. I don't wanna go into any details, cause I don't wanna upset anyone, but yea, I cut in the shower, and it was bad. Idiot me.
*hides in corner*
Ahh, she didn't believe me when I told her =/
Now I've got to convince myself that it's worth moving and not calling in sick to work XD
*knocks on the door*
Can I come in???
I promise Ill be quite... I will not make any noise :)
*runs into wall*
*falls over and crawls to corner*
*grabs another duvet curls up and sobs*
Welcome 12vampire34 :)
With a heavy heart I fall into a ball and start to cry.
All I want is to feel better.
Will I ever again ........
*comes to sit with yo so you arent alone.*
love you girly
Curls up next to Romp. Thanks for being my guardian Angel
I would be lost without you
Love you Jade xxx
Didi, mummy's here *hugs*
*curls up into a ball and sobs again*
I had a long talk about how the thoughs about SI seem to "stalk my negative thoughts" as I put it with my councler. I told her that I was having a hard time lately (didn't tell her about last night though) with not cutting. My dad don't seem to get that i'm not "fixed", even though everything he knows about my SI is a lie, it hurts to think that he thinks that way about my recovery. I think I've shown in my treatment (and on my own, by not being able to stop) that I'm not "fixed". I hope when me and my councler finally get to talk to him about that, he understands that even if it's been a long time that I've cut (again, I emphasize that all he knows is a lie, and therefore, it being a long time is a lie as well) that I struggle with it, even the days when I say "I'm not going to SI today, I'm not i'm not i'm not", it's not that simple. Thats what my dad beleves, which I think is a little weird since he struggled with booze before...
Sorry about the rant, needed to get that off my chest. I need someone to talk to...
*thanks sasuke for hug*
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