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zowie and jazz - wow on all the sleeping going on there! Hope you feel all refreshed now after it.
Shadowed - hope you are feeling better today and you managed to get through yesterday. Vicki - big safe hugs, I hope you're ok. Wildly Insane - the haircut sounds nice! Hope you're doing ok. BigBear - enjoy your weekend! Hayley - it's great hearing you so upbeat! I haven't been around for a while so I don't know the context of the incarnated angel bit but I'm really happy to hear you sounding happy. Thanks for the support guys about the anorexia. I struggled yesterday with the desire to purge but thankfully I didn't. I can't seem to do anything whatsoever in moderation. I'm eating, but I'm eating too much and giving myself stomach cramps. I'm just so excited about being able to eat that I take it too far and don't have control. Last night I emptied all my clothes out of my dresser and put a letter in each drawer. The letters were to all the different People and to the Organisation. I requested withdrawal from the Organisation but I'm not sure the Controller even read it because the letters are still there. Urgh. |
I think I'll go to the pub today :) x
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*hugs zowie* the pub sounds like an excellent plan, from my window it seems a nice day :)
*hugs crazy haley* glad your feeling good *joins in the group huggle* *hugs wildly insane* glad the haircut pleases you :) *hugs vicki* Are you ok now sweetie? *hugs bigbear* guests! sounds like fun :P *hugs jazz* well done on sleeping through the manics, i hope your feeling better now! *hugs banana* im sure the controller read it, perhaps he just put the letter back there to confuse you? i'm still struggling, went to aand e last night waited around for hours before being sent home and told to talk to my OT today |
*leaves hugs for all*
Am still feeling very very sick, trying to get out of being dehydrated and not eating though, Jade's been an absloute star though as always :) Just don't get me started on about the stuipd doctor we saw yesterday *grumbles loudly* |
*hugs MamaMia* feel free to rant sweetie it might make you feel better :)
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*Hugs Helen and Seraph*
Being ill sucks Helen, glad to hear Jade is looking after you :) |
*hugs zowie* how are you doing today honey?
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I'm fine thanks :) Got accepted on the access course, so I've just had a couple of beers to celebrate.
But now I've had a drink, I want mooooooore. hehe. How are you? xx |
well done zowie
had an awful day/ week hit rock bottom hides in the bathroom no1 can hurt me there |
Thanks Cheryl *Hugs* When you're ready to come out the bathroom, I'll give you more hugs :) x
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thank u but its 2 scary. just want to slip away quietly
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Just dropping in to say I'm heading away for a few days.
Really stressed and very anxious but I'm sure it'll be fine. *hugs hayley Banana, zowie, shadowed, Helen, cheryl and anyone else around* |
*hands secrets a squishy stress head ball thingy* Sorry things are tough at the mo *huggles*
Wow, busy day today so far.... bizarre that I usually manage to be awake in here when everyone else is snuggled in a corner, but hey ho, thats the way life goes....ooh I rhymed!! *huggles everyone and spends a lil time sitting with each and everyone of you* *sits in corner, grinning, making a list of things to do* |
*goes out to smoking shelter singing "always look on the bright side of life...de-do...de-do...de-do-de-do"*
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*sprays self with pretty smelling stuff so as not to stink of fags*
Ah, what a beautiful evening it was out there! I was talking to a honey bee! Well inside my head I said the words....out loud, well that would just be crazy!! time for another group huggle methinks!! *gathers everyone from everybit of the ward for a great big positive huggle!* |
hmmm, I reckon just as I take my meds and snuggle down for the night, the rest of you lovely inmates will wake up and spring into action. I'll have to catch up when I wake and see who's needing advice, support and comfort. Til then my lil lovelies, an Incarnated Angel sleeps with you and wishes you all positivity and improvements. Nighty Night!
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Bleh...
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*hugs Todlich* what's up hun?
*embraces group huggle* thanks Hayley, glad to hear you're still humming a happy tune *hugs Secrets* hope your few days off go well *cuddles Cheryl gently* we're here if you need us *hugs Arwen* good luck for getting onto the Access course, what does that mean for you? I always want to drink more, even when I know it's possibly the most dangerous thing for me to do as it stops me fighting. *hugs Shadowedseraph* hope you're okay *hugs Helen* get well soon hun, hope you enjoy the rest of your stay at Jade's *hugs Hannahbanana* good luck with eating, stay strong, I think Shadowedseraph might be right and the controller did read it. *hugs Katie* hope you enjoy the weekend. *hugs Kat, Kahlia, Jem, Vicki, Jazz and anyone else wanting a hug* I went swimming today, my brother asked me why I liked swimming lengths cos it bores him, I was thinking about it, I like the way the water parts between my fingers and over my skin, I like the way my brain is empty apart from concentrating on each breath and each stroke and remembering which length I am on. Didn't do enough work though, never do, I want to give up on job hunting, it's so demoralising :( had fun dancing tonight, I could dance forever. |
*bounces around ward*
Hmmm, I can't sleep. Insomnia....maybe....but this is insomnia that although I'm tired, I'm weirdly awake enough to do things....and wanting to do things....like I thought why stay in bed and try to go to sleep when I could be putting my energies into something constructive, even if I don't have that much energy right now 'cos I should be sleeping.....hmm.... *huggles Hannah* thanks for the hugs and I enjoyed reading your description about swimming...makes me ponder.... *huggles Todlich* hope the feeling of bleh passes quickly for you, you know we're here for you if you want to talk So then....quiet night so far by all accounts.....oh gosh, I hope its not that I waffle too much and send you into hiding....eek *goes and takes angel butt into corner to be quiet and unobtrusive* |
Just got my own **** to worry 'bout, and I'm worried 'bout a friend too. Awkward conversation is awkward, and even though I say I'll do whatever I can, I just...I dunno what to say anymore
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