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:'( **** it ALL.
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curls up in a corner
i dont want to resist the urge anymore........im so sick of fighting it |
im with you mammamia, **** it all. what the hell is the point. =/
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't been around for so long. How are you all doing? You have been in my thoughts. I hope everyone is doing ok.
On the outside I'm progressing - I'm working part time and putting a lot of effort into appearing ok. On the inside it's like holding everything in is making it go sour. Love to you all xx |
*hugs everyone*
Sorry I've been away but I've been IP again. |
*cuddles everyone*
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*hugs banana*
*hugs kahlia* I'm sorry to hear that your had to go IP again. Hope you are alright hun. *hugs helen* i don't understand what's going on with me anymore. I hate me, but I haven't SI'd... I don't care enough to SI... kinda worried that i'll break down and do something more... but maybe i won't. I can never tell. |
*leaves hugs*
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*cuddles everyone*
I had my meds changed while I was IP but they are refusing to change my dx. They wouldn't listen to me so I took in a letter from my last pdoc. They were trying to label me BPD because I need psychology and psychiatry - but if I had BPD I would only need psychology (according the their definition) so I'm tempted to come off my meds and let them see me as I really am. It drives me bananas. Bloody pdocs. Sorry for anyone that got offended by that by the way. |
hugs kahila hope everything gets sorted soon.
struggling big time. i know im on a downward spiral but i dont care anymore i just dont sobs. |
I feel like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall constantly >.<
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*hugs Helen*
*hugs everyone* |
I actually give up, no wait, I gave up a long time agao. WHY AM I STILL HERE?
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*cuddles Helen* ~ I often ask myself the same question
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I've hit rock bottom and i cant see any point anymore, very unsafe so scared and anxious all the time
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*hugs Kahlia lots* We'll find the answer one day I'm sure.
*hugs frenchhorn* |
*hugs Imogen*
*cuddles Helen* *hugs everyone* I've been placed on an old drug that isn't helping and am taking twice as much prn meds as I was told to take. I'm going to see my GP tomorrrow because he's the only place I have to turn to. I'm really nervous about it :( |
I have so much to do and I don't want to do anything.
Scrap that. I really want to do it all - I want to do my assignments, have a bath, call about jobs etc. But I'm too ****ing lazy. |
*hugs Arwen* ~ I hope the lazy feeling passes soon and you are able to accomplish your tasks
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...I wish I was in a real one...
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