*Hugs Helen* I hope you're ok. Have fun on Monday :)

:) That's great Mark. If you're also in the UK, 2 hours and 35 minutes to go until you've made it all day.

I'm alrightish. One of my best friends isn't though and she was suidical and now she's not replying to my texts...

Lia, I'll be okay. I'm sorry to hear that about your best friends, hope she'll be ok. I'm sure she will. My bestie gets quite suicidal and can shut down on me sometimes but she battles through it. Hope she gets in contact soon *hugs tight*

I now have two people who are pratically suicidal on me. I haven't cut for weeks and am starting to feel very triggered...I wish I hadn't said anything the other day, about my suspisions of something that might have happened. I shouldn't have done and everything's just...blurgh.

Ah, today I feel terrible. Back pain, gallbladder playing up and I feel really down and triggered over nothing. :(

*cuddles everyone* dont know how much i'll be around the next few days... its homecoming weekend at uni and so i'm super busy. However, i will be keeping all of you in mind and hope you are okay.

Just didn't want to worry anyone by now being around when i keep posting that im struggling. I always seem to make it through so... just plan on it being fine as always.

Hope everyone has a good weekend if I don't sign back in at all until monday!
<3

sneaks in and curls up hoping no one see me. erm hello lia ?

Hello...

*hugs all*
I caught the next round of sickness going around uni. My throat hurts, my ears hurt, my head hurts. So I'm drinking hot tea and hopefully sleeping soon.
I'll do individuals as soon as I feel good.

erm hello lia

You can see me.

I gave into the urges btw. If anybody cares.

of course i can see you hun. hugs you tightly we care hun.

lia are you okay? erm im feeling very triggered and pissed off tonight. just want to argh i dont know sorry

Lia, hon, I hope you're okay. :( And we DO care. *cuddles*

Jill, what's up, love? what do you want to do? *hugs gently*

Felicia, I hope that you feel better soon!!! Yuck for rounds of illness... :( *germ-avoidant hugs ;)*

*cuddles everyone else*

Sorry not been about today much... went to my parents' again. Anyone here ever heard of the author Jenni Schaefer? Just wondering... :)

*hides in the warren where no one can find her*

I'm fine.

What's the matter Jill? *Hugs* Please try to stay safe.

cuddles lia amd april. im sorru you guys dont need this sorry. damn that took so much effory,sorry cant s[ell tonight

It's alright Jill, you can always talk to us. You can beat the urges. I know you can. You've done it before and you can do it now. Don't make me refuse to let go again.

erm ho;ding me might be a good idra right now. sorry spe;;ing sucks. if okay please domt go unless yoi have too, dann it its taking alot of effort just to type this out. sorry

Ok. *Clings to Jill so she can't move.* You can do this. I know you can.

*Hugs April* Hope you're alright.

sorry being stuiped very stuiped. its okay forget i said that