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ravenclaw 02-06-2011 01:35 AM

think i need to check in

by the way its my first time in here

misskitty112 02-06-2011 01:37 AM

Hey ajrandom,
Welcome! I'm Felicia.

ravenclaw 02-06-2011 01:51 AM

having a rough time atm
so am going to stay here for a while

misskitty112 02-06-2011 02:07 AM

*hugs shattered1* New people are always welcome!

Anarchymummy 02-06-2011 02:26 AM

Hi again guys,Thanks for the hugs.Hi to all the new people. I am terribly suicidal again,have been past few days....need to hide in here.I need you guys so much right now =/ I know I'm irrational atm,so please forgive me.

misskitty112 02-06-2011 03:11 AM

*hugs Claire* We're here for you. You can PM me if you'd like. I'm sorry you're struggling so much.

Doikers 02-06-2011 11:48 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Glomps Charlie* Of course you can come back in :)

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs ajrandom if okay*Welcome :)

*Hugs Shattered1 if okay*Hey I'm Mark

*Hugs Claire*

Laura2.0 02-06-2011 01:49 PM

*hugs all* wish I could make it better for all those that are struggling.

I'm going to try and keep dinner + meds down tonight. I'm so fvcking scared of the meds, because I always imagine meds (even pain killers) as millions of tiny germs (lack of a better word) floating around in my body that have a plan and their own will.
If I take it for a few weeks so it has an effect on me, will it get easier to take it?

Anarchymummy 02-06-2011 01:58 PM

*Hugs everyone* Thanks Misskitty(sorry don't know your real name) and Mark. I am a little better today,ended up ringing the smaritains at about 1am and cleared the air in my head a bit.I think I set myself of on a downward path when I got drunk last week (first time in about 3years) and I guess I should have known better.Alcohol is in eccess a form of self-harm and I react badly to being out of control but crave it.So so today....OCD ruling my head but thats better than suicidal...

dontwantyoutoknow 02-06-2011 02:32 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm so depressed today. My 21st went as well as could be expected on Tuesday. I have a chest/throat thing, so am not feeling great physically. Mentally, I'm just so down and just don't have the strength to fight any more. I got a letter today saying that they've put me in the Silver band for council housing. I'm so scared of moving - I won't be safe on my own. :-(

Laura2.0 02-06-2011 06:08 PM

*hugs all*

Shattered1: sometimes I get physical sensations like my arms are starting to itch like crazy.

PoisonedApple 02-06-2011 07:17 PM

*cuddles Charlie* Of course you can come back! Your too Claire! *hugs*
*welcomes everyone new* I'm Crimson!
*huggles all around*

Sorry for not doing individuals but I can't think much past how bloody itchy I am right now. I did finally figure out why I was having an eczema outbreak though. I thought it was stress but it got worse with less stress so I looked at the only new thing I'd been using (my lotion) to see if it had anything to cause an allergic outbreak... One would not think cocoa butter with vitamin e would be bad right? Wrong! I am allergic to titanium. My new lotion has titanium dioxide in it. Who new they even put that in some lotions?! But I originally used more to help with the eczema so now I am splotchy and itchy all over rather than the smaller area I was itchy originally! And I am wearing a sweater in my toasty office because it looks awful and with Shingles going around lately I don't want to be sent home because they don't understand what my rash is. I feel like an itchy leper.
[/mini-rant-whinge moment]

K now that I got that out I can think a little more (less crowded in my head, ya know?) MJ, What housing are you in now and what is Silver band housing? (Sorry I know nothing of housing in Wales...)

You aren't a freak shattered, I get sensations and sometimes even see the damage I want to cause when it's bad...

Laura, it should get easier to take once you get accustomed to taking something, especially if it helps.

Louise 02-06-2011 07:38 PM

goes around and hugs everyone says hello - then goes and sits in the corner.

PoisonedApple 02-06-2011 07:50 PM

*hugs Louise* what's up?

Doikers 02-06-2011 08:12 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Claire*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Shattered1* I get tingling too.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

I'm having lovely alcohol withdrawel symptoms , Poor Tummy and shakes (More than usual).

PoisonedApple 02-06-2011 08:16 PM

*huggles Mark*
Could you maybe drink some mint tea to help your tummy?

dontwantyoutoknow 02-06-2011 08:33 PM

Crimson, I don't know what Silver Band is either. I presume it's middle.

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 02-06-2011 08:54 PM

I've drunk Ginger tea Crimson , gingers supposed to be good I think.

shattered1 02-06-2011 09:00 PM

thanks for the responses everyone, I glad to know I not a freak about in that matter...but at the same time wish you all didn't have to experience it too.

Louise 02-06-2011 09:01 PM


Originally Posted by PoisonedApple (Post 2834843)
*hugs Louise* what's up?

Feeling lonely and hurting inside tonight.

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