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I am possibly going to, we'll see.
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I haven't been here in ages. I missed it.
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needs a cuddle..x
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I wish I could go to sleep and wake up somewhere else, somwhere better, and realize (to my eternal relief) that this had all been a dream and I hadn't been misplaced but was instead just simply having a nightmare. Sometimes I think this feeling could only be achieved with death's release from this miserable, earthly existence. I don't know why some people are scared of dying, death could not possibly be worse than life.
I wish I was comatose, physically dead yet mentally alive and living in a wonderful fantasy without knowing it isn't real. How could my inner world be so extremely different and better than the so-called real one? Why does there have to be such a huge gap between what I see and what I can imagine? And why do I have to be aware of this gap? Why do I have to bear the painful truth of its existence and the obvious difference between the two worlds? Wow, I'm not feeling so hot. I'm sorry I ranted here. I feel exposed, unsafe. I think I just need comfort. |
im dorwning and nobody can save me - i;ve had enough dont want to do this anymore!!!!!!!!!!11
can i give up now please hate my life friends backstabbing keep trying to find the answer at the bottom of the bottle help me please |
*comes out of corner to hug everyone* sorry to hear that so many of us are having a hard time right now.
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*hugs everyone then tries to disappear into a corner*
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Guys? What's it like to go IP?
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*slips in and hides away*
sorry not been around i ended up bk in hosp :( im out on leave for a bit, but theyre talking about trying to get me in to a specialised unit. but im really not sure about it, it was only briefly mentioned t be but theyre going to be talking about it at the complex case panel and then at my CPA tomorrow. eeeuuurrggghhh why cant things just be simple and ok :( thinking of you all xx |
Oh Katey sweetheart *cuddles*
Vicki, hopefully someone can answer you soon :) Kahlia, don't disappear. |
Thankyou Helen, *hugsback* hope your ok x
Vicki, sorry i didnt reply earlier was in a bit of a self obsessed mood. i know this might sound a really general reply, but its depends what sort of IP unit it is, and the reasons for going IP, and also how you become IP. (wether your detained or not, no that theres much difference) it can be scary, especially if its a first admission, but even if its not it can still be scary at times. a lot of acute wards are busy places and theres a mix of people on them. being an IP can be helpful in various ways, but each persons expereince is different. hope that helped a little bit. am here if you want to talk more about it. spent an awful lot of time as an IP (unfortuantly) on various units so may be able to help you more. *hugs* hope evryones doing ok *hugs everyone* |
done.. gone.. given up. The end.
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*hugs everyone then retires to her corner*
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*hugs everyone*
I'ma spend the day in the smoking shelter, avoiding all the things I need to get done. |
needs to hide away this is 2 hard
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I know how you feel ^ :(
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*hugs to everyone* Sorry its not more
Can i trade my life in please???????? Everything was going great now its just not!!! Wish i could just start over!! I wanna go home cant deal with this horrid place anymore someone help me to come home please!! |
*hugs everyone then tries to disappear into a corner*
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*hugs everyone then hides in a corner under a blanket*
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*hugs rainbow*
*hugs kahlia* *hugs shadowedseraph* *hands over pillows for anyone sitting in corners* Sorry I dont have anything more for you guys. Very unsafe night. It was bad. I don't looks so good today. Now gotta plaster on a happy face for work. |
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