*hugs Mark* night

*hugs Lindsay*

A pretty good day just went straight to hell. Ex walked into my life and played these stupid mind games about how he misses me and whatever. Turns out he is back with his ex before me. My "friend" knew and never told me.

I'm hurt, mad, angry and lonely. I give up.

*hugs Heidi* (if hugs are ok) I'm here if you want to talk.

*sits in a corner and hides*

I hate being made to feel that my life is not/was not "bad" enough for me to struggle with anything.

*hugs Oliver* I'm just so frustrated right now.

*hugs heidi* sorry you are feeling frustrated hun. I know ex-es can be confusing but try to not let them ruin your day. They dont deserve that power over you.

*hugs oliver* how r u doing?

*hugs Laura and Heidi*

I'm not doing great, had a pretty intense counselling session today, I told my counsellor about my near suicide attempt this past week and I told her I feel a sense of calm because my suicide plan date is getting closer. She said she is really ****ing scared and is seriously worried about me and of course she is going to have to tell my GP what I told her.

I'm ok now thanks. It was upsetting what happened but im not going to let it get to me. I just cant believe how nasty some people can be. They say they are genuine when they actually arnt. I'm listening to some calm music.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heidi* Hi im Ian :)

*hugs Ian* Hi there. I think you're lovely :)

Hey everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know I changed my username.. It's Laura (formerly- fallinstar).

*hugs ian* i'm sorry people were nasty to you hun. You don't deserve that.

*hugs heidi*

*hugs oliver* sounds like it was a hard session :-/ I'm proud of you for telling though. That takes real strength. i'm sure they are worried, but thats not necessarily a bad thing... maybe they will offer some options for extra support.

know how you feel laura =\ ergh

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Laura* ooooohhhhh New username , I like :)

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Heather*

*pops in and leaves hugs*
I'm on a train back to London :)

hugs everyone

*Hugs Felicia*<3

*Hugs Louise* what is that quoter in your signature Hun , I really like it :)

Hey everyone. I didn't go to my voluntary work today because I feel a sense of dread when I think about it. I will have to go next week though. I'm supposed to phone the crisis team soon but I don't know what to say to them. There is nothing much in my head and because of that they'll think that i'm ok.

*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs everyone*

So today was going good, still is mostly, but my cell phone took a dive and encountered the blue screen of death. I nearly cried in the store. haha fml?

Is your phone working now?

I've had a confusing day. I feel more and more disconnected from the world. I have made a thread in GSA if anyone wants to know more detail. I'd appreciate some input.

Havent been in here before, hi everyone *waves*

*Sits with hotwater bottle*