On and Off Lindsay , How's your day going? *Hugs*

It's been ok but i'm now feeling quite low and suicidal. I'm thinking of saving up my medication to OD.

hugs lindsay - i am so sorry that you feel like you want to od - what has changed do you why you were feeling ok, now not.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

I've discovered that if I want to have any hope of doing individuals, I need to check back more than once a week ><

I'm just getting ready and heading off to work, but if anybody responds while I'm away, I'll check back in later tonight.

I hope everyone is staying safe and relatively sane.

*glomps Mark* because I see you! How's your day?

*Squishes Taz* I've missed you :)

*Night time Hugs all my Wardies*

*hugs all*

sorry i cant do individuals I'm in a really bad place right now.
I took me over an hour to walk home (usually takes 15-20 mins) cos I kept turning round and walking to the supermarkt to buy pills, then I kept going down really dark, quiet roads cos I like the risk and also I have this weird thing where i go risky places cos I want someone to kill me so I dont have to hurt other people by killing myself, is that really weird of me?

now just sat at home shaking.

*hides in a corner* I may be in here the whole night if thats ok.

*Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry that your in such a bad place :( *Sits with Oliver*

*Waves to angel*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Taz*

thanks Ian and Angel

*tackles Mark* I've missed you too :) Sleep well! <3

*hugs Oliver* Not at all. I've though the same thing many times... my friends always thought it was weird how I'd walk on the sides of the road instead of the sidewalk. Accidents leave people feeling less guilty, including yourself. I'm sorry you're feeling so low. Was there anything in particular that triggered you?

*hugs Angel* Oh that really sucks :( I hate colds! Just make sure you're washing your hands and drinking lots of water! :) Here's hoping you feel better soon!

*hugs Ian* I haven't talked to you in forever. How are you doing today?

Just finished work, which was pretty good. Was working with some of the better people, which made the shift much more fun and bearable. I'm just waiting for my girlfriend to get back so that we can Skype and then I'll be off to bed - waking up early tomorrow because Old Navy has their tank tops on for 2$ each :D

*hugs all in here and leaves some cookies on the table*

I don't know anymore

*Super Squishes Oliver*

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Taz* Yey for cheap tank tops!

*Hugs Matthew*

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Mark, Taz, Matthew, Lindsay*
How is everyone today?

I've got bad hayfever, so cant breathe, smell or hear and feel like crap :(

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

My hayfever is quite bad today too, Oliver.

I maybe having a bit of Hayfever or fighting off a cold , I can't tell...
I'm feeling anxious and do not like myself today :(
Sorry.

*Hugs Mark, Oliver, Matt, Tazz and Lindsay* I'm still feeling crap with this cold.