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Lindsay *Squishes* PM me hun , if you ever need to rant , I won't take anything personally and I would hate for anything to happen to you .
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ignore me, look at the cute kitty :P |
Pretty Girl with a pretty cat Heather *Hugs*
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Cuteness on both counts.
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aww cute kitty and pretty Heather :)
*hugs all* |
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Is that your kitten?
(I really need someone to talk to.) |
Lindsay I'm here if you need to talk *hugs*
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Thanks, Oliver. I don't even know what to say though. I just feel so alone and lost.
How are you? |
im here too linds <3
and nope- aunt's fostering them |
Thanks, Heather. It's just, I...don't feel alive or connected to anything. I think I am going to overdose to get away from the world for a little while, if it even works because I don't have as much medication as I usually overdose on. I need to be careful though because I can't go to hospital because I will have no excuse for my brother.
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*hugs lindsay and Heather*
I'm not good, really want to OD, trying to keep myself distracted. |
What's making you want to OD, Oliver?
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I'm not sure, the urge is there and its so strong, can't seem to think of much else.
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*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Heather* *Hugs lindsay* |
*hugs Mark* how are you?
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Oliver, remember that you don't have to act on these urges. You have the strength to get through this. It won't help you in the long run if you OD.
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*hugs all*
just came home. last week was exhausting. Heather: my cat used to look like that but now she's grown up and sadly a bit fat. |
*Hugs Lindasay*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Oliver* |
*hugs Mark* how are you?
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*hugs Mark, Lindsay and Laura*
ok I'm running out of things to distract myself with, I'm trying so hard to keep myself busy, but the thoughts of wanting to OD and end my life are really strong. |
PM open guys n gals
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*Hugs Oliver* Sorry your struggling, im here if you need me
*Hugs Mark* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Heidi* *Hugs Heather* |
*hugs Ian* how are you?
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****ed up... I really am...
Now going to get drunk. Safest out of the options. |
I'm ok thanks Oliver :)
*Hugs Phoenix* Whats wrong? Do you want to talk to us about it? |
Just flashback after flashback after... Oooh. More flashbacks.
I'll bed ok. Eventually |
Today sucks. I'm pretty much over everything. Biding my time until work ends so I can go home and do some light SI. Just enough to take the edge off.
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*hugs everyone* sorry to hear so many of you are struggling.
*cuddles heidi, pheonix, oliver, lindsay, ian, mark, laura, heather, and everyone i missed* I signed a lease today for a Sept 1 apartment!!! yay! I'm so ready to move! |
*snuggles Laura* Thanks darlin. Just a really rough day. Congrats on signing the lease! I'm excited for you
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*snuggles into laura*
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*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Oliver* *Waves to Kim* I'm Mark , Hey :) *Hugs Heidi* *Hugs Laura* Congratulations on the apartment ! *Hugs Heather* |
I cannot take this any more. Every day is worse than the one before. :(
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*Squishes Lindsay*
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*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver* *hugs Phoenix* *hugs Heather* *hugs Laura* *hugs Mark* *squishes Lindsay* how are you all? |
*Hugs Laura* Ich ist Gut :)
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I'm sad today
*hugs everyone* |
*Hugs Heidi* Why so sad hun?
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*hugs Heidi* What's up?
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Not good with physical contact at the moment, so *waves to everyone*
hope you're ok Heidi. |
*Waves to Kim*
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How are you, Kim?
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Kinda flashbacky, atm.
You know the weird thing? It got triggered yesterday, by some woman I know. Her baby is due the same day my son was. And reading that seemed to set of flashbacks of everything I went through because of my ex. Makes no sense, really, does it. |
I'm sorry you're having flashbacks. How are you coping?
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*hugs Heidi*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Lindsay* *waves to Kim* I have an appointment with the inpatient person at hospital on Monday. Then I get to decide if I want to go inpatient or not. I don't know what to expect of the appointment, did anyone have an appointment like that? I'm really nervous about it and I'm scared. |
Is it an assessment, Laura?
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I don't think I am. But hey.
I haven't had an appointment like that, Laura. I hope it all goes well for you. |
I don't know what it is Lindsay. They said it is something like a preliminary talk?
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I don't know the german rules laura but they only take in the suicidal cases here in my experienice.
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I hope it goes well, Laura. I'll be thinking about you.
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