Kahlia, well we think the spider has gone through a crack in the walls and run off. I just hope it doesn't enter my room again, it was horrible :( Still no tears. My eyes keep stinging/burning like it's going to happen. But nope, no fricking tears =\

*hugs*

Helen, I've just started crying again. I seriously think I must be crying for you. I just wish I knew how to make it stop and n*o*t start up again.
Fingers crossed that it doesn't take too long for you to be able to cry.

*hugs back*

*hugs back*

Can I just have your tears? Please? :D I wouldnt mind crying for days on end.....

I think that would suit both of us at this point in time. This whole not being able to stop crying thing is driving me nuts. Yes I know, short trip, at least I'll save on petrol.

*passes tears over to Helen*

*hugs you loads*

I hope I start crying soon ROFL

Yay I see Emma tomorrow :]

*hugs Helen and Kahlia* How are people today?

*hugs you and Kahlia*

My headache kills. My sleeping is ****ed. My emotions are out of control. What hope do I have?

Thankfully I see Emma (yes from here!) today woop woop :hop:

*hugs both of you back*

I hope I sleep tonight .... I didn't sleep last night.
I'm scared I'm going to start cutting when my friend leaves. This might make no sense but last night when he told me he was planning to leave so early I felt like I was dying inside. It feels like there is no point to trying not to hurt myself when he leaves. Like I'll be losing his support and encouragement. I just .... I don't know.

I've actually had a bit of relief from my downer today. I was able to smile and laugh. Not all day, but at least for a bit of it. And now I'm back down again.
... and dying inside again. ... Meh.

*hugs anyone that wants or needs hugs and offers chocolate*

*hugs you loads*

I hope you sleep tonight darling, I was up until nearly 5am making stuipd plans :blink:

I wish I knew what to say to help.....

*hugs you both* mm chocolate
Hope you both get some sleep tonight and manage to try and have stress free days

*is panicking about being ready for Em, even tho I dont hve a clue what time she's getting me?*

*hugs both of you*

Helen, I hope you and Emma have a good time. Enjoy your time together. :-)

I just opened a box holding a necklace and nearly burst into tears! It was really weird. The necklace is a Victorian Touch Wood and if I was to wear it most people would think it was an image of The Magic Pudding. (I don't know if any of you have even heard of either of the above.) My sister gave it to me years ago. I don't know why I was almost in tears though ..... odd. Maybe just because of how I've been lately.

There have been an awful lot of bushfires around here lately and I keep coughing. So over it.

Meh. Anyway I need to try and get some sleep.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Kahlia and offers her the box of tissues Hugs Helen* didnt she say between 3 and 4 the other day?

Picking you up at 4ish my darling (as in I am aiming for four but you know what my time keeping is like). Don't worry about being ready :) xxx

Thanks sweetheart :)

*hugs you loads*

I do know what your time keeping is like and I so know you're going to drive past my house again :wow:

I'm eating some food now- can't wait til you pick me up haha!!

Me too! See you soon :). Not go time to eat though so will require food at Wetherspoons otherwise I will be very grumpy :P x

That's fine dearest, see you in a bit xxx

Hi all. Brighton meet was great! Feeling good today, might go down the pub x

Hey zowie, glad the brighton meet was good