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It's ok to cry on me :) Want to talk?
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one of my friends on here isnt doing so well. before just getting a txt now i hadnt heard from her in months. i'd tried to be there for her but all the good that did.
i had to find out on here that she's not doing well. she's one of my best friends but she didnt tell me. and there's notihng i can do for her coz it seems like she still doesnt want me around. i just dont know what to do. and yesterday i had to tell a very close friend that one of the girls that was in her homegroup at school had died in a car accident on the weekend. i've never had to tell someone that someone they know has died. never. it was so hard. and this week just sucks :'( *cries* |
Ohh sweetheart, I'm so sorry you had to go through all that *mega snuggles*
*looks after Soph* |
i think i'm going to cry...
i konw what's gotten me this low but i cant say it. i'm thinking things i havent thought in a long time. this isnt good |
*hugs soph*
*blows a kiss to Kahlia as she waits* *curls up in one of Bro's snuggles* *sets aside some sparklies for tomorrow's celebration* And that is tomorrow Pacific Time. *weeps with relief* |
oh help...
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Soph????
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*hugs soph* *hugs everyone else who wants/needs/will take* |
*Hugs all*
Still feeling pretty crappy about my a level results. I wanted to go to Portsmouth but I can only get into Winchester. I guess I'm alright with it. Winchester is a much nicer city than Portsmouth, so I would like to live there again. But my best friend is going to Portsmouth which is a bit of a bummer. |
Sophie, what's going on? *hugs you*
Celebrate with me? Today I am 14 years sober! *Wraps self in a nice sparkly hug from her Bro* |
Hello all. It's been an interesting day. There were four cases for ECT this morning - and I was their second. I think they thought I was going to try to run away because the anaesthetist gave me a sedative after putting the canula in, but before knocking me out completely. I remembered to remind them that I couldn't have normal bandaids so they put paper tape on me. Apart from a bruise where the canula came out it was not too bad.
I had rehearsal tonight for a theatre restaurant that is going to be on in early november. It made for an interesting evening. Quite a few people asked me a) whether I had lost weight and b) a whole heap of questions about my recent moods and the ECT. Weird. Anyway ... *leaves hugs, cuddles, butterfly kisses and sparklies for everyone who wants/needs/can currently accept them* Oh, and I have now made it to 2 days SI free!!!!! |
*hugs Kahlia* Well done on your 2 days free sweetheart. And I'm glad the ECT wasn't too bad.
Bad end to a previously good day, yeah. Went up to the viaduct my french teacher (and family friend andprevious babysitter) jumped off when I got back from work today, and... well lets just say I was fairly tempted to follow. Was meant to go to the dentist, but couldn't face it, so I didn't. Got home and cut. Lots. Anyone got any hugs spare? I think I'm going backwards not forwards anymore.... :'( |
*hugs Hana* I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time of things.
*cuddles you* |
Thanks Susan... *hugs back*
Something's still telling me to go back and follow her... and the stupid thing... the only thing that's stopping me is the fact that I have to go to work tomorrow because there's still stuff I need to get finished before friday.... as if friday'd matter if I did.... but... unfinished business, I can't do anything. Want to cut more... but I can't... I won't let myself... I went almost 6 months and then in the past 4 days I've cut 3 times... that isn't just a slip up... that's... well back to old habits... Sorry... I'll shut up now and go hide in a corner somewhere or something |
*cuddles Hana lots*
I'm sorry you're having such a tough time sweetie. But you can get through this. Please don't go back there :( |
*gets one of Bro's glomps and wraps up in it*
My friend was too sick to come down to celebrate my birthday, drat it all. |
you're 14years sober? oh congratulations!!!!!!! *huggles lots and squishes* that's a wonderful achievement and i'm SO proud of you!!
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*huggles Susan*
I can't stop crying :( |
*cuddles you*
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I wish I was crying :/
*hugs Soph back* How you feeling? Any better? |
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