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*hugs everyone*
I can't take any more emotional pain. I HAVE to get my brother to understand this and kill myself. |
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Mrs Pan* *Hugs Lindsay* |
Hey guys.
*Hugs Crimson* Do you want to talk about it? *Hugs Mark* How are you today? *Hugs Lindsey extra hard* I don't know what to say. Are you receiving any treatment for MH right now? If you're not, I don't know how you would go about getting some but go to your GP or someone, please, anyone. |
*hugs mark*
*double hugs lindsay* *hugs pan* *hugs crimson* *hugs lia* *hugs angel21* |
*Hugs Laura* Hey, how are you doing?
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Hi. I feel a bit rubbish. How are you all?
Nice entrance that methinks lol. |
*hugs Lia* how are you?
*hugs Pan* I was detached for the last week or so and now I'm not detached anymore. I think I like feeling detached better. |
That makes sense. I like being numb better than feeling stuff most of the time.
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*Night time hugs y'all
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especially cause my sister and mom both found out about the cutting on wednesday last week and I had an appointment with a specialist yesterday. She suggested that I go inpatient for 6 weeks. My mom likes the idea. I dislike the idea. I don't want to ****ing feel now.
*good night hugs mark* |
Night night Mark.
*Hugs Pan* Is that okay? I hate it when people do that Laura. Try and tell me what's best for me. Like when my head of year told my mum about my cutting, I swore it was a one off and she asked me to make a better job of it next time so she had one less mouth to feed (my mum not my HOY). I insisted it wasn't a good idea to tell her and she wouldn't listen. I'm sorry your family are being that way. Why is it you don't want to go inpatient? |
*hugs Mrs. Pan, Mark, Lia, Laura, Lindsay*
Lia, I wouldn't even know what to say. Aside from feeling like I can't even hold it together I don't even know how I feel right now. Numbing out compared to earlier tho. Trying really hard not to injure. I do know what caused it though and I hate that it is eating away at me and causing more problems than it's worth. The following content has been hidden - Reason : the straw that broke the camel's back
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*hugs Lia and Crimson*
they all think it's best for me. T said that it would be good to go inpatient before I start uni. My mom thinks that I should go inpatient, because she watched some report about a girl who SHs on TV and she was in and out of hosp for years. She cares about me and she does understand that hosp wont work if I don't want it. I think my mom is really cool with everything, she didn't yell or go through my things. She just cried. I'm sorry that your mom said something like that to you. |
I want to move... You guys are all so far away. I think we should have RYL Island made for us...
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*hugs you all lots*
*waves to anyone who doesnt want hugs* sorry I'm not doing individual replies, I'm a bit all over the place, I'm really low and want to OD badly, but can't cos I'm going home this weekend to see my sisters ballet show and found out something bad this morning. |
*cuddles Oliver*
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*cuddles Crimson*
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*hugs all*
Hugs are good for me Lia. I like your Glee avatar too :) Well done for holding on Oliver. Yay, an island! Better than a ward lol |
*hugs Mrs Pan* how are you?
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*hugs Oliver*
I'm okay at the moment, thank you for asking. Had a strange night though, emotions up and down. I will hopefully get to sleep as soon as I go to bed so I don't have time to think about rubbish stuff. |
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