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Doikers 07-10-2010 08:11 PM

April ,April ,April How are you ? *spots and hugs*

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:18 PM

I'm so triggered for no reason.

Doikers 07-10-2010 08:19 PM

*Hugs Lia tight until she no longer feels triggered* I hate that feeling :(

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:26 PM

Thanks Mark. I promised myself if someone acknowledged me within the next 3 posts, I wouldn't cut.

SoMuchMore 07-10-2010 08:28 PM

*hugs lia* i especially hate when i feel triggered and cant find a reason for it. :-/ Stay strong, try to do something distracting.

*hugs mark*

thanks for the offer to talk both of you... but i can't. Too worried about how it would affect other people if i did talk. Bad things. i'm even too worried to put it in my r/v so.. yea.. i should just keep my mouth shut.

Doikers 07-10-2010 08:29 PM

Oh :) Do you find that tool useful?

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:42 PM

You talking to me Mark?

Doikers 07-10-2010 08:43 PM

Yes , sorry I think I duel posted with Laura . Yes I was talking to you Lia

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:50 PM

Yes actually. It means I can't now even if I want to. Which I do. Feel good :)

Doikers 07-10-2010 08:54 PM

:) I'm glad it's working for you , Glad you're safe for tonight Lia:)

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:54 PM

Forget cut. I just don't want to do this anymore full stop. I can't because one day I am going to fail. I want to leave them before they leave me. I want out now. I don't know what I feel anymore. All I know is that two options seem like great ideas now.
Option 1: taking all 82 pills in my pot.
Option 2: run and never look back.

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 08:55 PM

Sorry Mark, I've just totally rained on your parade.

Doikers 07-10-2010 08:59 PM

Don't worry about it Lia . Seriously are those pills you have perscribed meds? , if so put them back in the cupboard , if they are just plls you bought throw them away if you can (Toilet), You could do serious damage taking 82 of anything , Please please please either way get those pills away from you right now

RYUU 07-10-2010 09:02 PM

I cant get the thoughts of killing myself out of my mind the devil isn't helping
am not safe

Doikers 07-10-2010 09:06 PM

*Hugs Ryuu* Can you try to distract yourself Ryuu? Maybe an earlyish night would help , You're in the Uk right , well it's gone 9pm , totally reasonable time to go to bed . Thats what I'm doing soon.

FlyingNy 07-10-2010 09:09 PM

No, they're just pills I've picked up here and there. I don't take perscribed. I haven't been diagnosed with anything.

Doikers 07-10-2010 09:10 PM

Oh okay Lia , Pleeeease Get rid of them , I would hate for anything to happen to you*Hugs*

shadowedsoul 07-10-2010 09:16 PM

Hugs lia tightly don't do anything stuiped. Argh!!! Yeah that was so going to happen tonight, on top of what I had going on allready. Muppets hahahaha

Doikers 07-10-2010 09:17 PM

*Hugs Jill* Are you okay?

Doikers 07-10-2010 09:21 PM

Lia?.

EDIT:- Lia I hope you decided to throw those pills away where you cannot get to them again or at least to put them back in their drawer/cupboard wherever , If you think you may have taken too many call 999 right now , don't bother to read the rest of this post , call an ambulance . I am always here to talk to you . PM me if you need to and I will try and be helpful , I can't promise a instant reply but I will reply :) *Hugs and hopes you're safe*


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