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*hugs Helen*
*hugs Laura* *hugs everyone* I'm dying inside. Little by little. I can feel it. My heart has been smashed open. Broken so bad that it can never be repaired. I want out. *curls up and rocks while staring blankly at a wall* |
My next door neighbour is dead.
She was so mentally unwell for so long, and I did nothing to help her. She died in the psychiatric hospital where I stayed IP a lot last year. I've been through illness. I want to spend my life helping people with MH problems. And yet I did nothing to help the lovely woman who's been part of my life for 16 years. |
hi everyone
is there a spare corner? i can't deal with everything anymore.. |
*hugs kahlia*
*hugs arwen* I'm so sorry about your neighbor.. please don't be so hard on yourself. Nothing is your fault. *hugs tokoloshe* of course there is a spare corner, come on in and find one. |
thanks, I brought my duvet to wrap myself in...
*hugs back and offers everyone a jelly baby* |
*goes and hugs Kahlia* You'll get through this honey, I promise, I know everything hurts and is a massive struggle right now..but you will :)
*goes and hugs Arwen* I'm so sorry about your neighbour, I'm glad you want to help people with MH issues, you'll be fablous at it. Don't be so hard on yourself though sweetie. *hugs everyone including new people* :) Ugh not having a good time still. Ha. *curls up and dies* |
Thanks Laura and Helen.
*hugs* xxxx |
*hugs Arwen*
*hugs Helen* *hugs Laura* *hugs everyone she's missed from the previous page* *hugs everyone who wanders in* I'm sorry for the lack of individual replies but my brain isn't working right now. All I can think of is harming myself in some way - possibly fatally. God I'm even listening to depressing songs because I can't listen to any of the other songs on my computer because they seem so fake. I just want out. Anyone worked out how to stop the world yet? I have to get off now before I do myself some serious damage. I'm sorry for bringing this up with all of you. *retreats into a corner, sits down and starts rocking* |
Sorry, Kahlia, I haven't worked out the answer yet either. I'm glad you're still here though...
*hugs* |
Thanks Tokoloshe. *hugs you*
*hugs everyone* I would really like all the ***** to stop now... Please??? *withdraws to a hidden corner, sits down and rocks while wishing she could cry* |
*hugs everyone*
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*cuddles everyone*
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Not posted here before - really want to be safe.
Hospital even sounds like a good idea but would let too many people down. I feel so alone. I feel under so much pressure to stay well - I can't control this illness but why do people think I can? |
*cuddles all*
Having a nightmare of a night. Just hope my fears don't become truth. Please please please don't :'( |
*hugs kahlia*
*hugs k1979 and offers some welcome cookies* *hugs helen* I hope your night is going better. Sorry its been a bad one so far. I'm not holding back tonight when my friend comes over... he wants me to talk, so i guess i will. I'm kinda nervous though... I don't let too many people into my head |
*hugs K1979* - Welcome.
*hugs Helen* - I hope your night improves. *hugs Laura* - Good luck with talking to your friend. I hope it comes easily. *hugs everyone* |
*hugs everyone*
Things did not go well chatting with my friend. I feel horrible. :-( |
*hugs Laura* - I'm sorry things didn't go so well.
*hugs everyone* Aghhh. Someone stop the world I really want to get off. *sneaks into a corner and sits down to meditate and try and get some calmness back* |
Bleh.
*cuddles everyone* |
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