I forgot to write the other day. But a bunch of boys in my classes decided to cut eachothers arms up. and now they all have huge crosses on their right arms. I sat in class giving healing suggestions so they don't scar as bad as they should. They did it for fun. Scarred their bodies for fun. I feel sick. Swirling memories - 'nuth said.

**** Shad that is ****ed up ,Don't involve yourself , keep your distance hun . Offering wound care advice is okay , but don't get sucked in *Hugs*

anyone got any free stop cutting (ect) helpline numbers for the uk?

I know hun, thanks for reminding me though. I was starring at their arms most the day though.

oh shadow! *Hugz* do what Mark said don't get sucked in.

ahh lia and oliver... I just did something bad that I didn't know was bad until my parents scolded me for it :/ now I feel like crap

*hugs all*

Shadow like the others said, dont get sucked in.

Lia-I'm moving in with a friend until I can find my own place.

Shad, Samaritans UK Phone is :- 08457 90 90 90

Their text is :- 07725 90 90 90

I hope these help.

*Night Time hugs My wardies*

Rock on guys !

*Night time Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mark, Shad and Charlie*

*Hugs Lia*
What were you gonna say? (Yes I read your R/V)

You've lost me.

In your R/V you said you typed out a long post to us and then edited it out. If you need our support hun we're here for you. Just open up. I know it's hard for you but it will get easier. *Hugs*

Oh right, that. I can't even remember what it was about now...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...no, it's not happening.

Ah yes. Lonilness. People IRL not having a clue and wondering what they'd all do if I killed myself.

*hugs Lia lots* sorry i dont hae great words now

*Hugs Lia*
They'd be devastated. You have people that care about it. I know sometimes it doesn't feel like it, and that your family can be emotionally abusive, but You have friends who would miss you terribly, and all us wardies would aswell. I don't know what i'd do without you, you're amazing. <3

that is what I was trying to say but couldn't get the words out

*hugs Lia lots*

*hugs Charlie* how are you?

*Hugs Oliver* I'm good thanks, you?

*Glomps Lia*
people love you tehy would be soooo sad :( as would we! don't do it sweety! and I agree with charlie, you are amazing! <3