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Kuwairo 02-06-2008 09:12 PM

That's really rubbish!
You should do fun stuff instead for the next few days - that way it'll still be a break.
You can fight the urges hun. Go on f&d, keep talking on here, anything that helps really.
*hugs*

~*forever_broken*~ 02-06-2008 09:24 PM

Wow.:blink: y'all have been busy...will talk later, have therapy soon. Love you guys, stay safe

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 09:25 PM

Hey
Hope therapy goes well!

lil-princess 02-06-2008 09:38 PM

I've just arranged to see my auntie on thursday for the full day so i guess that's something to look forward to with my 2 little cousins we'll they will prob be at school so knowing my auntie it will be all about me having anorexia this is going to be a fun day.

I cant fight these urges, the voice is getting louder and the urges are getting stronger *cries* i need to do something x

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 09:50 PM

Sounds like fun. Could you maybe just tell her you're working on getting better and ask her not to talk about it?
You can fight hun. Is there anyway you can get rid of whatever you'd use to hurt yourself, or that you can get away from it?

lil-princess 02-06-2008 09:57 PM

Yeah i think i might do that i don't know, even if i do she'll still ask about it she's just worried and i haven't seen her since i was diagnosed with having anorexia :(

It's next to me :( i don't wanna touch it and i'm trying not to look at it either but it's in the corner of my eye and it's driving me mad :( i so shouldn't be posting but i have to. xx

~*forever_broken*~ 03-06-2008 12:05 AM

Hello there and welcome, Kuwairo.
Thanks but therapy was lousy. I told him about being frusterated (read:mad) after last sessions big waste of time and all that got into 'feelings' like, pretty , much throughout the entire session and I HATE that:crying: I SERIOUSLY almost cried, and I never cry, especially not there. Ugh. Every cell in my body is anxious, if that makes sense, like, I am totally aware of them. I can't really tell you exactly what was said by either of us because I forgot most of it as soon as it was said (which made me feel stupid when I had to tell him I couldn't remember or ask him to repeat a question). But it sucked. Big time.
*cowers in her corner and wishes she had a blade*
Damn

*snuggles Zowie and Alexx*
Zowie, sweetie, you're stronger then Beth love, you are. I hope you took th meds to shut that (insert explitave here). *gentel snuggles*

Oh. My. Goodness. Alexx you must have felt pretty lousy after such a scarry dream hun *cuddles and holds you* I'm so sorry sweetie.

*hugs every one else*

Sorry guys, guess I mostly had time to come and bitch :pinch: I suck, I know... but I've got exams this week and I am in desperate need of some studying.

*retreats to her corner with her books until she has to go to work*

lil-princess 03-06-2008 12:29 AM

I'm around if anyone wants to chat :) *hugs everyone*


I still feel pretty down and deciding on whether i want to do something or not :( ok i feel really bad and the girls want to meet me the one's that threatened me around my way and i think i should go and see them but i don't know on that either *cries* x

Katch 03-06-2008 12:30 AM

sorry to hear therapy was so lousy - hope the exams are going ok. Goog luck from your Auntie Katch who is sorry she hasn't been around for you xx

Katch 03-06-2008 12:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by lil-princess (Post 814968)
I'm around if anyone wants to chat :) *hugs everyone*


I still feel pretty down and deciding on whether i want to do something or not :( ok i feel really bad and the girls want to meet me the one's that threatened me around my way and i think i should go and see them but i don't know on that either *cries* x

Please try not to do something hun you are doing well.
I'm not sure it's such a good idea you meeting these girls - they can't be very nice people to have threatened you so much and made you feel so scared. Maybe it would be better to just leave be. Hugs xxx

lil-princess 03-06-2008 12:40 AM

I'm trying not to but it's just becoming harder and harder :( and i don't know i can keep on fighting these urges tonight.

I don't know what to do about them girls yeah a part of me wants to go and see them but another part of me don't so i don't think i will i'm still deciding as there waiting for me somewhere out there :( xx

Katch 03-06-2008 12:42 AM

well - you know what i think - but if you did decide to see them it should be an arranged meeting in a place of safety - with a teacher or some sort of mediator there - it's not worth putting yourself at risk.

Katch 03-06-2008 12:44 AM

hi there little sis Emma - how are you

Pomegranate 03-06-2008 12:45 AM

I ache for it. Everything seems so surreal. How am I supposed to know whats real? I keep thinking what if there are messages, secret messages that I am missing but someone wants me to see and I'm not. I think maybe things are not as they seem. I want, no, think I need to hurt myself. I don't want to cut, my body is aching for other methods. Cutting just doesn't seem enough.

Katch 03-06-2008 12:51 AM

Lil Sis Emma - please try not to hun, you are an amazing person and so much help to have around - I know it not 'All about me' but - i can't cope with everyone hurting themsleves right now - so please try not to.
I don't know what to say about the messages - i think maybe you are looking for reasons that you can't find, to try and make sense of the way that you feel - I really beleive that you will make sense of it one day - you should start by listening to some of your own advice as it really is pretty darn good. Hugs xxx

lil-princess 03-06-2008 12:59 AM

I'm sorry i haven't been around for you lately Em and Katch :( i don't mean to keep being a moany cow, i wanted this week to just refresh but now i'm not going away as my friend changed his mind :( which i think oh he doesn't like my company etc etc but who does these days i've been useless to everyone. I haven't slept in like 48 hours so maybe that's why.

Please don't do anything Em *hugs* i'm around if you wanna talk, i'm not really with it but i'm always here for you lot :)

How are you doing Katch?? *huggles*

Katch 03-06-2008 01:05 AM

cries and cries and cries some more in the corner - how else can yo tell people how bad you feel

lil-princess 03-06-2008 01:09 AM

*sending loads of hugs your way hun*

I don't know hun, that is something i ask myself every day but if you feel up to talking i'll be here :) xx

blondiebear 03-06-2008 03:11 AM

I wish I knew what to say that would make anyone feel better. I feel so ineffective to help anyone.

It is difficult to break a bone. I did my ankle by falling down two stairs and landing sitting (all way too much of me) on my foot at a 90 degree angle under me.

To everyone who is in exams; You will get through it. I'm not blowing nonsense. Been there done that. I forget where the diploma is.

Zowie, I hope Beth isn't bothering you so much.

*hugs Emma Louise* *Hugs Katch and hands her a hand made bandanna to wipe tears.*

Welcome Kuwairo.

Time zone difference I don't know that I'm able to help anyone.

What is it about me and food? Hospitality?......

*offers cans of raspberry diet rite and diet pepsi and passes around a jar of sunflower seed kernels.*

~*forever_broken*~ 03-06-2008 04:04 AM

*snuggles her Auntie Katch*
No worries Auntie Katch, I understand hun... Everyone seems to be in a lousy spot at the moment. How are you sweetie? *massive snuggles* I'm sorry sweetie, that you're feeling so bad.

*snuggles everyone*
I'm sorry guys, I've got nothing, I'm so flat...


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