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effervescence 12-04-2008 01:46 PM

it does suck aye.
i know how you feel about never being good enough. but in the end whatever we do in life for ourselves, it only matters that we please ourselves and meet our own aims and goals. and if u get a sense of achievement or satisfaction out of something then it doesnt matter what others think.
i am off to bed as i am flipping shattered. hope you guys get through today ok. jeremy hope you have an ok night. and u cant do anything silly cos u need to keep coming on here to cheer us up :) all the support you give on here IS definitely good enough :)
nighty night all.

Jetforce 12-04-2008 01:47 PM

gnite chloe...sleep well xxx

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 03:52 PM

I've got one more year at college yet before I go to uni :(
but when I do go...I aim to get as far away as possible!!!!
and there is NOTHING that will change their minds >.<

I was debating running away last night....
or doing something silly...

*hugs Jeremy*
You are MORE than good enough for us :]
you always make me smile hehe :D

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 04:21 PM

I'm debating....putting some of my poems in the creative corner....
I dont know :/

~*forever_broken*~ 12-04-2008 04:39 PM

*hugs Alexx, Cloe, Jeremy, Callie, Emma, and anyone I missed*

Sorry... I'm SO tired... 8 shots of whisky, 40 cuts and a very broken nights sleep later... At least I'm not crying every time I look at my cat... I'm sorry, I know there are other, bigger worries here but... I'll probably be fined for having him in uni housing, made to send him home to my mom, and there's a possibility they could decide to kick me out of my apartment... And the possibility of finding an apartment during the school year let alone one that will allow pets :crying:... They won't understand... They won't understand that I need him... They won't believe that he has been the reason a few times that I stayed alive... They just. Won't. Understand. :crying:

*sits in her corner, miserable*

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 04:54 PM

Sweety maybe its worth a go just TRYING to explain to them....
You wont know til you try will you?
I'm sorry I really wish I could help you....
Have you been drinking water? (to stop a hangover)
*hugs you tight*

chocostashchick 12-04-2008 07:43 PM

no no no they cannot take your kitty away from you that is not acceptable!

Alexx i am sorry you have to move maybe i think talking to your parents is a good idea and maybe they can wait till you go to uni?

Chloe and Jem i send you big hugs and i am sorry you both had rough nights
Jeremy you are so more than good enough you are so kind and supportive
and Chloe yes it does matter it always matters and you matter you rock

Emma i hope you are feeling better i know you have been so stressed lately but i hope you know what a good friend you are and how you went like above and beyond and you are just super sweetie you kick ass

Alexx put your poems in creative corner! i bet they are lovely and it would be nice for you to share them

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 08:26 PM

I've tried talking to them...and I get called selfish....

Apparentlly...I'm not allowed to have a bad day either...
Ive been in a bad mood and really struggling today...
and all my mum could do was scream at me, call me **** and tell me that if I dont like it to get out coz she doesnt want me here....

thanksafreakinbunch >.<

*sigh* :-(

I might put a few on...see what people think... :/

Pomegranate 12-04-2008 08:52 PM

Supposed to be going out with my friend and someone else tonight.
I don't feel like it. I want my family to disappear so I can get stupidly drunk and cover myself with cuts. But no.
Instead I am dressed, I will go down stairs, get some comment about what I am wearing and then told for the fourth time today that I should lose some weight.
Go out, pretend to be hyper happy at this place and dance my arse off and get back at about 4am to be woken up by my sister at 8.

The only way this is going to work is if I get stupidly drunk. hmmmm. yep seems like the only proper solution to me. Damn :(

Pomegranate 12-04-2008 08:53 PM

oh and smoke like a bitch...that too. yes, drink and smoke.

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 09:05 PM

*Hugs Emma tightly*
It'll be ok hun :(

Maybe you could take a corner of the Denial Tents super-stretchiness with you?
And ignore all the comments!!
Parents are silly anyway...
and what they say ISNT ACTUALLY 100% true
so when they say "you should lose some weight" really...it means "you're looking good so it's ok :]"

Take Care hun

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 09:06 PM

Oh. Sorry I didnt reply before!!
I ran out of free texts and had no credit either!!

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 09:07 PM

AND....(god im forgetful tonight)
I started my poetry thread....
all though...I'm nervous...it probably wont even get read though...

Pomegranate 12-04-2008 09:53 PM

Alexx hun, I will read it even if nobody else does. I am still waiting for an update on the vampire story too :)

Hmmm....not quite sure how you translate...'you should lose some weight' to 'you look good' but ok lol. Thanks anyway. Been very restrained so far and just had a glass of wine. Friend is picking me up any minute.

*picks up corner of denial tent and attachs it to self so can never leave regardless of what happens tonight*

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 10:09 PM

Hahaha :P
I can translate anything ^_^

oh yeh :P
I will add more for when you get back and arent too hungover ;]

Pomegranate 12-04-2008 10:19 PM

hmmm he is like half an hour late of his 'I am running late time' he gave me when he was originally late at 9 :(

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 10:23 PM

:(*hugs* Im sure he's on his way hun

~*forever_broken*~ 12-04-2008 10:28 PM

*hugs Alexx*
Sweetie, I'm sorry, it sounds like your parents aren't very understanding *snuggles*

*snuggles Emma*
Sweetie it'll be OK, you've got the denial tent and alcohol... Just please be safe luv *huge hugs*

I feel awful. I know I'm being ridiculous but this cat thing has really got me down. He keeps me going. He cuddles me and he harasses me and... I need him :crying:
Ugh, and forty little cuts on one arm... Hurts, stings... Feels like I got in a fight with a rose bush and lost... Forty... :crying: I'm SUCH an idiot :crying:

Detour. Derail 12-04-2008 10:43 PM

*hugs Ally*
Hun have you tried explaining the situation to the Uni people?
owwies :( *makes your arm better*
you arent an idiot...you're just having a hard time at the moment, but you'll get through it...
it'll be ok darling

~*forever_broken*~ 12-04-2008 10:57 PM

lol I'm the other twin ;-)
No, I haven't had an opportunity to talk to the Uni folks... They've scheduled a meeting for Friday afternoon... But they won't listen. This Uni sucks... They don't really give a s*it about their students... They won't care. They're just concerned about the fact that I broke a rule :crying: g*d damn :crying:

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