*hugs Crimson*
*spots Lindsay and waves*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I feel to insignificant........

*hugs Lindsay and Laura* Laura, it feels like **** because she cares in a nice way. I comprehend why you feel that way but I failed when I tried to type it out so you would understand. I'm sorry.

*cuddles Mark* You are not insignificant. Why do you feel that way?

*Night time hugs my wardies*

I just feel it Crimson , Sober 2 days now , brain screwing with me ........*Hugs*

I find tea and a sleep help when it's just my head screwing with me. I hope it's better tomorrow. Good night *hugs* BTW Congrats on 2 days *throws confetti* YAY!

You're not insignificant at all, Mark. I'm here if you need anything.

*hugs Mark* you are not insignificant in anyway and congrats on 2 days, keep going strong.

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your mum was supportive

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

*hugs Crimson* I hope you feel less tired now, I swear I'm always exhausted.

*hugs Oliver* still exhausted but I drank a 5 hr energy so work is being productive anyway.

*hugs Crimson* I'm glad work is going productively, but sorry your still exhausted.

Hi everyone

*leaves hugs*

i loves all of you lotslots. =]

I dislike being on the edge. Its like the urge to hurt is there for so long and so much its really difficult to resist. Sigh. Don't know how much longer that can go on for

Hey Laura *hugs* how are you?

Heather!! *hugs* how are you? not seen you around in ages

*hugs Matt* urges are hard to deal with, but keep staying strong, I'm here if you need someone to talk to

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Matt*

im....ok. hows you oliver?

*hugs Heather* I'm not doing so great, just trying to take it one hour at a time cos I really want to OD again.
that ok doesnt sound too good, i'm here if you want to talk.

*hugs Ian* hows you?

right back atcha re talking <3

*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry about names... they've all escaped my brain tonight :/

I haven't hurt myself in a long time, I just can't seem to stop thinking about doing it again. its happening all the time and i'm starting to worry myself. I used to feel this way when i self harmed and back then I would just give in. I'm trying to ignore it as I feel like I have some self control over my urges now but Its always on my mind and I'm getting really wound up and short tempered.

Things haven't been easy over the last few months and I just don't want to go back to how I was. My brain keeps telling me it will help but I know its just going to cause me to spiral out of control again.

I really did think I had my feelings under control. It scares me that this is going to go on forever. I can't cope with it.