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Doikers 15-04-2011 07:11 PM

Flat , still , sorry , I sooo want to injure :( the urge gets stronger and stronger.
*Hugs Crimson again in the hope I'll get a hug I need back ;))

Louise 15-04-2011 07:13 PM

*hugs mark and crimson*

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 07:20 PM

So here I sit, waiting out my time on the job, spending most of the day transferring work that used to be mine, to someone else that didn't lose their job. Wish they would have announced the layoff and sent us home instead of making us suffer through two weeks of this.

I was already in such a bad place, three weeks into a severe depression, now the thoughts are running through my head (I will spare you the darkness of them, sure that they are not unique to me) Do I ring back the doc and get blown off again, do I call the crisis team and risk another stint in the hospital just because my meds are f'd up, do I cut to make the pain stop temporarily. I don't know what to do, I am not right, I am not safe from cutting right now, wish there was a corner to curl up and hide in.

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:26 PM

*Hugs Louise* How're you Hun?

*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you're struggling so much

Louise 15-04-2011 07:30 PM

I could be better

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:42 PM

Whats up Louise? *Hugs*

I........injured........and have literlly ran out of room. I feel Alone.

Louise 15-04-2011 08:43 PM

feeling sad, hurting. i am being selfish asking for support.

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:48 PM

You're not being selfish Louise hun , we are all here to supprt each other *Squishes*

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 08:57 PM

*hugs Mark* Sorry for the delay... had to do the court run (which took twice as long as usual). *extra hugs* Sorry you're so flat. Anything you can do to take your mind off it? It's warming up quite nicely here, so I'd imagine its not too cold to visit a park or walk around an area you've not been to in a while or something...

*hugs Louise and Mors*

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 09:00 PM

*hugs all*

wish I could be supportive, can't seem to formulate a good response right now

Doikers 15-04-2011 09:01 PM

*Hugs Crimson , It's 9pm , I'll be heading to bed early now

*Night time Hugs my Wardies*

Louise 15-04-2011 09:01 PM

night mark *hugs*

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 09:10 PM

Ah yes... forgot you're 9 hrs ahead of me. It's noon here. *hugs good night*

ljmeep 15-04-2011 11:19 PM

hello all... just dropping in.. been crazy couple of days

how is everyone?

*hugs all*

Cazki 16-04-2011 12:31 AM

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your struggling Mark, i struggle with deppression to :(

*Hugs Louise* Sorry your not doing good

*Hugs Solo* How are you?

I'm struggling, sick of fighting. Fed up with it :(

ˈsäləˌterē 16-04-2011 04:11 AM

I'm a bit of a mess lately! I'm so sorry you're havin a hard time too!

Doikers 16-04-2011 11:13 AM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Solo*

So I slept 12-13 (Or a bit more) hours and it was still a struggle to get up , Stupid depression :(
How are you all ?

Emo 16-04-2011 01:51 PM

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i cut up my arm ...want to do it to the other arm ....past caring any more

Doikers 16-04-2011 02:48 PM

*Hugs Serenity*

ˈsäləˌterē 16-04-2011 03:22 PM

Aww Serenity! Please treat yourself the way I would sweetie! You don't deserve that!


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