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Laura2.0 27-01-2012 09:12 PM

*hugs Mark*

one_step_closer 27-01-2012 09:25 PM

Least worst outcome I think just means the people who would lead to the best of the not so good outcomes.

How is everyone today?

Laura2.0 27-01-2012 09:47 PM

ok, I get it now.
who could that be? For me it would be my best friend.

I dunno how I am right now, except that I'm tired.

Doikers 28-01-2012 11:27 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

one_step_closer 28-01-2012 12:38 PM

*hugs everyone*

I don't feel like I can contact anyone. I have no friends who would listen so it would have to be a helpline or the crisis team but i'm very anxious about making phone calls.

PurpleSmurf 29-01-2012 12:17 AM

*checks in *

* leaves Hugs Carebears and Hersey Kisses for everyone*

Doikers 29-01-2012 12:46 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Purple Smurf if Okay?*

one_step_closer 29-01-2012 02:08 PM

How is everyone doing?

Laura2.0 29-01-2012 08:39 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Purple Smurf*

I passed a lunging exam today! I'm suuper proud of myself, cause I won a bet, too :-)
Only bad thing about today is that I have a headache and painkillers aren't working :mad: so I'm just drinking lots of tea and water.

Doikers 29-01-2012 10:19 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Laura*

Doikers 30-01-2012 11:47 AM

Morning Wardies! *Leaves Hugs and Coffee and Fruit*

Louise 30-01-2012 08:00 PM

hugs everyone

How are we all?

Doikers 30-01-2012 10:22 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun .

Mark-Bed-Now :P

Doikers 31-01-2012 11:20 AM

Good Morning Wardies * Leaves Hot Drinks and Fruit*

one_step_closer 31-01-2012 11:49 AM

Morning, Mark. How are you?

Doikers 31-01-2012 10:01 PM

so-so Lindsay , How has your day been?

one_step_closer 01-02-2012 12:50 PM

Yesterday was just another day, today will be just another day. I wish there was something worthwhile in my life.

It's quiet in here.

Doikers 01-02-2012 04:14 PM

*Huggles Lindsay*

It is quiet yes. *Tumble weed blows by*

one_step_closer 01-02-2012 07:35 PM

*eats tumble weed* Tasty.

Laura2.0 01-02-2012 11:05 PM

*hugs Mark and Lindsay*

*goes to bed*

Doikers 02-02-2012 04:29 AM

*Squashes Laura*

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 12:29 PM

*CAN'T BREATHE*

*throws bubble wrap in Marks direction*

Louise 02-02-2012 03:01 PM

hugs everyone

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 05:14 PM

*hugs Louise*

Zedebee 02-02-2012 06:30 PM

*curls up in a corner and sucks thumb*

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 07:48 PM

*hugs Zebedee if ok* sorry, don't know your real name.

MrsNutkin 02-02-2012 09:06 PM

Curls up in corner

Zedebee 02-02-2012 09:21 PM

*hugs back* You can call me Zed

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 09:24 PM

*hugs Syrup*
*hugs Zed*

how are you?

Doikers 02-02-2012 10:42 PM

*Hugs Y'all*

risenfromperdition 03-02-2012 03:19 AM

*sits with zeddeh*
hey lovely one <3 how you doin?
*offers hug*

Doikers 03-02-2012 10:42 AM

*Hugs Heather*

Laura2.0 04-02-2012 02:04 PM

hello,
anyone here

one_step_closer 04-02-2012 02:45 PM

How are you today, Laura?

Laura2.0 04-02-2012 03:38 PM

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

I'm not well, feel like a walking time bomb. I'm more dissociated than here. Doin skills a lot, but it's only working as long as I'm doing them. Walking is funny when you don't really feel your legs, but I went for a walk for more than an hour. Being outside is helping... as long as I'm outside. It's freezing cold here (we got the air from Siberia... said the weather person). I'm going to my best friend for the night now. She can help most of the time. I think I'm going to walk there (45min) and freeze a bit more, at least then I feel something.

one_step_closer 04-02-2012 05:21 PM

*hugs Laura* I hope it helps to see your friend.

I'm trying to deny my feelings at the moment. Don't want to know how bad everything is.

Doikers 04-02-2012 11:00 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

I'm...not here, IDK how to describe it.

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 03:36 PM

*hugs Lindsay* how are you now?
*hugs Mark* are you dissoziated?

Spending time with my friend helped, as long as I was there. I'm feeling even worse than yesterday now.

Doikers 05-02-2012 05:22 PM

I don't know Laura , I hadn't even considered that :/
*Huggles*

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 05:24 PM

*hugs Mark* I can't know cause I'm not there, but it could be a kind of dissoziation. Not all dissoziation is bad you know, my therapist said that it can be useful at times. Does it feel like you can't connect with anything, like you are kind of floating or as if you are under water? I get that sometimes, but I'm not sure if that's dissoziation. Do you like being not here or do you want to come back to 'here'?

Doikers 05-02-2012 09:57 PM

I wanted to be "here" but then Didn't I've no clue . *Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 10:31 PM

*hugs Mark* are you more 'here' now than not here?

I'm about to go to bed.

ABrokenOne 06-02-2012 03:26 AM

I think this is a really good thread. I'm going to commit myself to posting here daily....at least until I'm 'safe.'

I'm not doing too well recently...had a suicide attempt on Friday, kind of have that feeling you get when you're about to trip over your own feet. That right before you fall feeling. I have a friend who's been making me go to her house nightly cause she doesn't trust me to be on my own anymore. I should consider myself lucky. I don't know just not feeling the whole...life thing lately. :(

Anyway thanks for listening.

Doikers 06-02-2012 10:21 AM

*Hugs Laura* I hope you slept well.

Hi Abrokenone , I'm Mark , *Hugs if okay*

Laura2.0 06-02-2012 10:59 AM

*hugs ABrokenOne if ok*
*Hugs Mark* I did get to sleep, but then I woke up and felt like ****. Still feel like ****. Why is life so shitty for me? I guess it's my fault isn't it? 3 hours until I get to see my therapist.

how are you?

Doikers 06-02-2012 10:20 PM

*Hugs Y'all*

ABrokenOne 07-02-2012 12:46 AM

Thanks for all the hugs. I wish I had better news. Still feeling all the alone/sad/hopeless crap. The site is helping though....some people really just do want someone to listen to them. Just for a second even. *Hugs EVERYONE*

Doikers 07-02-2012 11:26 AM

*Squishes Laura*

*Hugs ABrokenOne*

Laura2.0 07-02-2012 10:01 PM

*squishes Mark*
*hugs ABrokenOne*

how are you both??

I had therapy yesterday and I really didn't like it.

risenfromperdition 08-02-2012 04:22 AM

=[ therapy isnt really a likable thing :-P
*but* here if wanna talk x


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