Cool =)

Dropped Performing Arts, hated it in the first 10 minutes.
They told me I had to stick with it for two weeks so I explained my health situation and they let me change to media studies straight away.
Means I have to go in Fridays, but I can deal with it. x

*huddles in a corner with her blankie* Why is today always bad, tommorrow looks so good and then it turns into today *needs hugs* *offers chocolate cookies to everyone thats in here*

*takes a cookie*
*joins you in your corner and gives you a great big hug*

Poor Zowie but I'm glad they let you change straight away =D

*hugggggs* *takes cookie* We're here if you wanna talk

I have forgotten why i bother fighting.

*hugs*

Because you want to achieve something? Have good, better times?

xxx

I don't think I will be able to achieve anything, better times would be nice but can't see them happening.

Hugggggggles.

You never know.

*hugs back Auburn Shadow and Hells* your welcome in my corner. I dont know whats wrong with me at the moment im all uppy and downey

*hides in her basement with the trap door closed*

*hugs all that are in here*

Am trying to clean up my flat but have managed to somehow damage my back and keep having it spasm on me. Wish there was an easier way to do things. I wish I could get the images out of my head. Do the pictures of others suicides ever go away ??? However, I'm still SI free, therefore still on the road to recovery.

*offers cookies and hugs to everyone*

*is hiding even more*

I want to crrry

*sits and crys*
I feel like no one loves me

i love you! (though i dont really know though that well)

thanks but you are just saying that... I know you are
how could anyone love a ****ed up, pathetic excuse of a human being like me????

i'm not just saying that. you seem like a great person and you've certainly been there for me a bit. you're not pathetic. you're just goign through a rough time atm *huggles*

Thanks Soph
You are a great person too.
I really do try to be there for people as much as I can and help them - even when I can't help myself.
*huggles back*

I think I want to just plain disappear. Does this ever end ????

*cuddles up in a corner with a teddy-bear and cries*

*cuddles you* i know how you feel. it does get better though. it may take a while but it does *cuddles more*

manda, you are going to get through this, i knwo you are *hugggles*