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I'm becoming really obsessed with death again, my suicide plan is all in place, it has been for a few months now and the date is getting closer. I feel a sort of calmness that it is coming, I keep listening to sad music and looking up funeral stuff which keeps me calm, I can't wait for this pain of life to be over.
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*hugs poisonedapple and enjoys the tea* Thanks lovely.
one_step_closer, Not really sure why I feel the panic. I got through the day without any major incidences though, so I'm considering it a success. Also, you all can call me either hurricane or Heidi. Either way is fine. |
I love how people just ignore other peoples posts.... :/
Oliver, you need to reach out for real help. Death is not the only option Mark, I don't think you're sick. Hope all are okay. |
proud of you mark <3
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*cuddles oliver* love you <3 take care
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*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Heidi* *Hugs Mrs Pan* *Hugs Heather* |
I miss Felicia . we are constantly texting , but I miss her voice , I'm almost in tears ..... 10 more days and we'll be together Friday-Monday , it's just not enough time , I want to spend 99 bajillian years with her.
Anyhoo, How is everyone? |
*walks in groggily*
*hugs Heidi* you can call me Crimson. *hugs Lindsay* Did you call the crisis team? *hugs Oliver* Have you talked to your doc or anyone? *hugs Mark, Mrs Pan, Heather* *goes out to the garden to nap in the sun* |
*Hugs Crimson*
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*hugs all*
sorry I'm not doing individuals again. Just wanted to let you all know that I'm fine and I've got a goal. My goal is that I don't harm this week. We are going to watch Harry Potter tonight :D How are you all? |
*hugs everyone*
Today is a better day. I don't feel quite as stressed out, though I have a few hours at both jobs so we'll see if that holds. Today is day number 99 of no SI. I feel really tired but I seem to be unable to sleep. At some point I think I want some Chinese food. How are you all doing today? |
*Hugs Laura* Thats a great goal Hun:)
*Hugs Heidi* 99 days!!!!!!!!!! Go you!!! . Yum , chinese! |
*Hugs Doikers* Thanks. Tomorrow is a BIG day for me. Hitting 100 seems like it's taken forever... mostly it feels really good!
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* You can do it! *hugs Heidi* Awesome job! |
Is anyone about......?
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*cuddles mark* im sorry =[ but just think- 10 days is just a little over a week =] ie im wicked jealous =p <3 hope you guys have an AMAZING time. oh and i miiiight get to meet you too in jan or w/e lol
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*Hugs Heather* That would be so cool!
I am feeling Lonely right now , I'm texting Felicia , But still feel lonely , I could use company should anyone be about. |
I'm here, Mark. Sorry if i'm late.
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Hey Lindsay *Hugs* How are you hun?
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i am here as well
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