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dontwantyoutoknow 02-05-2011 07:23 PM

It's a while away yet. And I'm ringing my dr tomorrow. *shrugs* Feel like I've gone a bit mad and totally lost it. :/

Group hug? We all seem to be struggling lately. :-(

shadowedsoul 02-05-2011 07:23 PM

cuddles all, curls up. sorry i have not been about had a really crazy week.

Doikers 02-05-2011 08:09 PM

*Joins in the Group Hug*

Doikers 02-05-2011 09:15 PM

*Squishes Jill Extra*

*Hugs my Wardies goodnight*

aklx 02-05-2011 10:58 PM

I wish they did group hugs in the actual psych ward lol

Sefka 02-05-2011 11:53 PM

:crying: Can I come in? I'm really bad at asking for help... but I'm struggling a lot tonight.

ninais 03-05-2011 12:18 AM

I'm really horrible at asking for help too, Sefka. It seems safer to offer help to others, less chance of rejection. It's nice to meet you and I'm so sorry you're struggling today. <((huge hugs))>

Cazki 03-05-2011 12:30 AM

*Hugs Sefka* of course you can come in, your welcome here anytime. I'm sorry your struggling :( would you like to talk some more about whats going on for you?

*Hugs Mrs Pan* How are you?

*Hugs Jill* How are you Jill?

*Hugs Ninais* How are you ninais?

Sefka 03-05-2011 12:37 AM

Thanks Ninais... <and the words get stuck in my throat>... I'M SO RUBBISH!

and hug Atlantica.

And hug everyone else cos I'm good for nothing else.

Cazki 03-05-2011 12:42 AM

*Hugs Sefka back* hey dont say that, you are a good person :yeah: whats wrong? Do you want to talk about it?

aklx 03-05-2011 12:43 AM

You're not good for nothing Sefka, what's happened to make you think like that?

Sefka 03-05-2011 01:13 AM

Nothing really... just spent the evening trying to write my counselling email for this week and... it sucks. I'm trying to talk about things that are really painful and I can't do it. I've cried so much (which comes with a lot of snot) and I feel like I can't breathe.

And one cut would make it stop, but it wouldn't really solve anything (and it's never 'just one' cut.)

And I shouldn't feel like this, I hate myself for not being able to be fine.

That's it really. Sorry.

aklx 03-05-2011 01:24 AM

You don't have to apologise, there is no right or wrong with feelings.
If you're not ready to talk about things you don't have to.
You're right, cutting doesn't solve anything and I hope you don't feel you have to do it but don't think that makes you weak.
Don't hate yourself. You're not a bad person.

dontwantyoutoknow 03-05-2011 01:30 AM

Sefka, please know something - you can always, always come to me for a chat, ok? That goes for any one of you. Just PM me. I might take a bit to get back to you, but I always will. If you need a reply ASAP, just tell me so.

Sefka 03-05-2011 01:30 AM

Thanks, that's really nice of you both.

How are you doing this evening?

dontwantyoutoknow 03-05-2011 01:32 AM

I very nearly took my life, but got away with SI-ing instead. Not exactly ideal, but better than suicide, I guess.

I think it's cool you have counselling through email. I'd love that. It would work so much better for me than verbal counselling.

aklx 03-05-2011 01:36 AM

What MJ said, about PM'ing.

Sefka 03-05-2011 01:37 AM

Yeah, it's soooo much better for me. I spent three months going to face to face counselling and got nowhere. Been doing it by email for almost 6 months and have progressed loads.

I'm so sorry you're feeling so low, MJ. Have you spoken to anyone about it tonight (apart from here)? Take care of yourself. Love you xx

misskitty112 03-05-2011 02:32 AM

*hugs everyone*

SkinEssays 03-05-2011 03:37 AM

*hiding in the corner*

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