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frenchhorn 16-01-2011 03:53 AM

*hugs Kitty* I'm sorry, know how you feel too :(
i just want the pain to go, but even though I'm not in uni for this year there are still things I have to do and people I would let down, how do you fight day by day, when each day is absolute agony

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 03:59 AM

-shrugs- I don't know anymore. I am worried I will let a few people down as well. But I have felt like **** since I was 6 years old (I am 22 now, going on 23). My mom won't leave me alone until either she dies or I die, and I don't anticipate her dying any time soon, unless there was a freak accident. I am just never good enough for her. I'm tired of being a failure..

frenchhorn 16-01-2011 04:18 AM

*hugs Kitty* your not a failure

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 04:22 AM

-hugs oliver- Yes I am. I am too fat. I have a skin problem which I don't know what it is it's not acne but it's kinda like it. I don't have a job. I mean, I can't work at this point, but that does not matter to her. She hounds me about me needing to get a job. She hounds me about losing weight. She tells me to exercise but I can't really exercise because of my back problems. If I get a B- in a class she doesn't think that's good it's always "You can do better". I'm never good enough. I figured out I never will be. So I have made the decision on what needs to be done. It's just a matter of when now.

frenchhorn 16-01-2011 04:28 AM

*hugs kitty* you really are not a failure, is there someone in real life you can talk to, like a psych or dr, or counsellor.
I'm sorry I need to try and sleep, its 4.30am here and I have to be up in 4 hours. I didn't take my night meds, which can help me sleep because they give me the most horrific nightmares, which have me waking up every few hours sweating and shaking and convinced its real, so I'm now stuck in insomnia.
please stay safe kitty *hugs*

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 04:31 AM

-hugs oliver- Sleep well.

Doikers 16-01-2011 12:10 PM

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Oliver*

one_step_closer 16-01-2011 12:27 PM

*hugs everyone*

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 16-01-2011 12:59 PM

I'm feeling okay , Want to pop to Morrisons to get cheap cheese and the like because on Sundays they massivly reduce stuff thats going out of date , I could get a huge great block of cheese for between 49p and 99p but I don't really want to brave the rain , I'm still wet from earlier :S
How are you Lindsay hun?

nicole94 16-01-2011 01:34 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Doikers 16-01-2011 01:46 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia*

Kahlia1981 16-01-2011 01:54 PM

*huggles everybody*

nicole94 16-01-2011 02:01 PM

*Hugs Mark and Kahlia* :)

Doikers 16-01-2011 02:03 PM

How are you Kahlia and Nicole?

nicole94 16-01-2011 02:07 PM

*Hugs Mark*
I'm, ok. Sorta....tomorrow is the date of my suicide plan...I don't really know how i'm gonna handle it :(

Doikers 16-01-2011 02:22 PM

*Hugs Nicole* You know us wardies will be here for you hun :)

nicole94 16-01-2011 02:32 PM

*Hugs Mark* Thanks :) I'm a bit worried about how i'm gonna get through it, but I should be ok :)

misskitty112 16-01-2011 02:33 PM

*hugs ward*

one_step_closer 16-01-2011 02:34 PM

Please stay safe, Nicole. Is there anyone you can talk to.

I'm still sick of being alive. I was too scared to talk to my brother about my possible suicide. Every time I talk to anyone in my care team about it they don't take me seriously.

Doikers 16-01-2011 03:13 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Felicia*

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