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MammaMia 03-01-2011 05:09 AM

Kelly, I hope he comes home soon or gets in contact. Can you call him?

I am still ****ing awake. It's 5.08am =/ Not impressed.

ljmeep 03-01-2011 05:12 AM

we can't afford a cell and I don't know any of the other guys' numbers. He did finally decide to call. He did end up working late, but IS currently at the bar. He promised to be home within the hour. When I talked with him he sounded pretty sobor... but an hour can leave him drunk :( ...

I'm hoping he's smart enough not to drink himself stupid. There is still a ton of **** that has to get done before tomorrow morning. We have an inspection coming up and everything has to be in order for our land lord to come and fix stuff. o.O

looks like no sleepy for me tonight :( ...

Sorry... don't mean to be a downer... I was actually doing pretty well today upuntil about 2 hrs ago. I've had two really up days actually and am currently 3 days SI free... it's not much, but it's something *sigh*

PsychoKitty2010 03-01-2011 05:13 AM

-hugs helen- I'm sorry that you are still awake and can't sleep. I know how it feels and I know tis no fun.

Edit: Glad you heard from him, Kelly. Hope he comes home sober and functioning. It wouldn't be fair for you to do everything to prepare for the inspection!

MammaMia 03-01-2011 05:36 AM

Glad he's been in touch Kelly *hugs* I think 3 days without SI is really good :) Every day without it, even if you were to slip, is a day without injuring and that's amazing.

Kitty, aye it's not. This is how bad I used to be. Thank god I go back to college on Tuesday and therefore will be in good routine, including sleep, again :D

Doikers 03-01-2011 10:12 AM

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*

one_step_closer 03-01-2011 10:44 AM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 03-01-2011 10:47 AM

*Squishes Lindsay* How are you feeling hun?

one_step_closer 03-01-2011 10:50 AM

Not great. Still not sure whether I should overdose or not. How are you, Mark?

Doikers 03-01-2011 11:15 AM

I'm sorry you are still struggling with the urge to OD Lindsay Keep fighting hun .
I'm triggered , Still/Again from last night , Getting really frustrated at my parents, with the lack of privacy and all , My upper body is all high pitched and tingley if that makes sense? Stressed and anxious :S

ljmeep 03-01-2011 11:40 AM

*hugs Mark*

Dammit! I'm pissed! I've been up most the damn night cleaning and my husbands in there sleeping like a damn baby! grrr. sorry... just needed to get that off my chest. The more pissed I get the more I want to SI.

Doikers 03-01-2011 11:47 AM

*Hugs Kelly* Could you put on some nice music to distract yourself ? Plus it'd probably wake your husband up :P

Doikers 03-01-2011 12:35 PM

a Penguin that was VERY happy about the snow :)
Maybe it''ll raise a little smile for us :)

FlyingNy 03-01-2011 03:32 PM

Your Video did give me a much needed smile Mark :)

And Kelly, I second Mark's idea.

Keep on fighting Lindsey, you're doing so well to resist this urge. *Hugs*

MammaMia 03-01-2011 03:38 PM

*hugs wardies*

FlyingNy 03-01-2011 03:53 PM

Hey Helen *hugs* How are you?

misskitty112 03-01-2011 04:00 PM

*hugs ward*

Mark, that penguin is sooo sooo cute.

FlyingNy 03-01-2011 04:03 PM

*Hugs Felicia* How are you today?

Doikers 03-01-2011 04:05 PM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Felicia*

FlyingNy 03-01-2011 04:06 PM

*Hugs Mark* You alright?

Doikers 03-01-2011 04:20 PM

Not really Lia , I'm getting so triggered it's ridiculous . I went out and bought alcohol as that has a good way of getting rid of the triggered thought 9/10 times . But I feel awful the next day and I really don't like the taste and I don't want to lose control of it .... For crying out loud it's like life has said Cut or Drink , you must do one of these :(


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