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Cazki 26-11-2010 12:28 AM

*Lays down* *Takes deep breath* need to calm down.

risenfromperdition 26-11-2010 01:07 AM

felicia- the pillow pet is so cute ^.^

<3

hope everyone who had to deal with thanksgiving had a good day <3

SoMuchMore 26-11-2010 05:17 AM

*hugs ian* you are not pathetic or just taking up space. we all really care. Please try to stay safe.. we are here for you.

*hugs heather* sorry i missed your IM on fb... ive been working all day on papers and wasnt on for very long. Hope your thanksgiving was alright... its a hard day, my family's big get together is tomorrow :-/

*hugs helen* i hope you get a reply soon... i hate the anxiety that can come with sending messages and not getting a response.

*hugs oliver* you doing okay today? I hope you are staying safe.

*hugs mark* i'm glad that the man was helpful on the phone. hope you are sleeping well and staying safe.

*hugs everyone else*

Its really late i know.. struggling a lot at the moment tho. Just kinda want to die... don't worry.. i wont do anything.. im at home so i cant anyway. *sigh* let me disappear please.

misskitty112 26-11-2010 05:24 AM

*Hugs Laura* I love you, dear. I'm just a PM away if you need me.

Just finished watching New Moon (again). Tonight, it hit a nerve with me. I cannot stop crying. I think I'm going to bed soon. I also think I'm going to make a youtube video tomorrow, just to babble. If I feel capable of talking. I don't know. I'm so... low anymore, just lonely, and low, and incapable of living semi normally. I burst into tears a million times today at mom's, a million more once I got home, I considered calling my ex to see if he'd take me back... not because I love him or he loves me, but because the minute I make him mad, he has the capability to kill me. What the hell is wrong with me anymore?

Doikers 26-11-2010 09:11 AM

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura* You're on FB too? wanna add me ? would that be okay?

*Hugs Felicia* Sounds like a video would be a good idea , just to get things out , I'd watch it if you like, or not if you prefer sorry I don't mean to be nosey.

*Hugs Heather*

xxjuliexx 26-11-2010 09:14 AM

-sits- hi

Doikers 26-11-2010 09:46 AM

*Waves to Owen* How are you ?

misskitty112 26-11-2010 11:02 AM

*waves to Owen*
*Hugs Mark* How're you?

I think... I just found a geniune friend in real life... *crosses fingers*

Doikers 26-11-2010 11:04 AM

*Hugs Felicia* I'm feeling okay thankyou :) How are you? Thats GREAT news about finding a friend :D I'm so Happy for you :D I'm meeting my Friend for coffee this afternoon :)

misskitty112 26-11-2010 11:08 AM

I am really sleepy.

It's weird though... this person, I always thought she was so standoffish, and she didn't like me. Then she messaged me on Facebook, and we've been talking. And we're so similar, and I feel bad for being judgemental (or paranoid) now, but she's awesome.

Doikers 26-11-2010 11:10 AM

Don't feel bad Felicia :S It's great you have a lot in common , Maybe she wasn't standoffish , maybe she is just a bit shy , I am shy somtimes and I come over as unfriendly but I'm friendly once you get to know me .

misskitty112 26-11-2010 11:22 AM

I can't ever imagine you being unfriendly, Mark. But I'm painfully shy too, so maybe the feeling was mutual. I thought she didn't like me/ she thought I didn't like her?
Cause I am sooo shy in real life. it's almost pathetic.

Doikers 26-11-2010 11:28 AM

It's great That FB helped you both get to know each other :)

Louise 26-11-2010 02:17 PM

hugs everyone

one_step_closer 26-11-2010 04:22 PM

*also hugs everyone*

Doikers 26-11-2010 04:28 PM

*Hugs Louise* Hows things?

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

I'm just back from coffee with my friend Hannah L , WE went to our usual in this town coffee shop and she said she had been to a nice cafe/bookshop so we went there for another coffee and after a little while a woman came over and told us that a local poet was going to read some of his poetry so the music got turned off and this guy started reading his poems Hehe. Hannah and I did'nt know what to do , we were the only customers in the place . It was very unexpected and bohemian :P

Doikers 26-11-2010 04:51 PM

I have a half a bottle of Vodka in my wardrobe.
I'm feeling low.
Talking yesterday about the woman who I went to group/accupuncture dieing in group really brought it BANG!!! home that My Grandma died and I'm very sad , and triggered . How collosally stupid am I to just now realise that my Grandma Died on the 8th and I only realise it on the 25th? Hmmmmmmm.
I don't know what to do with the drink :S I'm tempted and telling myself that THIS will be the last time :S

misskitty112 26-11-2010 05:00 PM

Mark, you saw a poetry reading? That's awesome! I would've been so excited! (and my "I love poetry" rant is over.)
Also, you're not stupid for "just" realizing your grandma died. I didn't fully realize my dad was gone until 3 years after the fact. I've always thought of it as a coping mechanism. *hugs*

Doikers 26-11-2010 05:10 PM

*Hugs Felicia* It just has come as a bit of a shock is all .

*Spots and Hugs Crimson*

misskitty112 26-11-2010 05:18 PM

*Hugs Mark*



I... may be going shopping soon. My bank account will hate me. haha.


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