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SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 08:41 PM

I know what you mean Mark. I'm sorry you're feeling hopeless as well. I just feel like i won't ever be the person that I picture in my head. Or that moving next august will not be all that I need it to be. I always hold onto things that fall through far too easily. I dunno... I describe the feeling as an "impending sense of doom" to people who ask about it. But its probably just because its all unknown right now i guess.

Sorry, this probably doesnt make sense at all.

Doikers 19-10-2010 08:46 PM

It makes scary amount of sense Laura , I'm worried ....well worried is the wrong word , downright frightened by the future , about housing and meds and my mental health and not being that "Person in my head"

On a different and slightly selfish note I'd just like to say as of tonight I've gone 2 whole days S.I. free :)

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 08:55 PM

*hugs mark* great job!!!! :-)

a lot of people worry about the future though right? i mean i would think this is at least a semi-normal thing... i hope. Anyway, while i do have this "impending sense of doom" feeling, I also am still holding onto the hope that it could be better. I mean you always hear those stories of people's lives who turned out amazing. I want to feel amazing. I want you and everyone else in here to feel amazing as well.

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 09:01 PM

congrats mark :D

Doikers 19-10-2010 09:10 PM

Laura I bet concerns about the future is very very normal indeed , I reckon your life will work out amazing :) I hope it does *Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

Thankyou both :)

I better get to bed , you okay here Laura? , I kind of feel I'm abandoning you, I'll stay if you want for a bit :)

Kahlia1981 19-10-2010 10:13 PM

*huggles all*

Congrats on the two days free Mark. :-)
- JK: Nice to see you drop by and I hope you managed to get some sleep. :-)

Sorry for the lack of individuals, the brain isn't fully functional yet and the ward started to pick up again.

A person IRL sent me a link to this YouTube vid and in a way I wish it for all of you so I want to share it with you all. It is a country song, so feel free not to watch, but also feel free to look at the lyrics. Or not, it's a "free world". :-p

TheSuffererComplex 19-10-2010 10:20 PM

*hugs everyone* just stopping by again, hope everyone is doing good. =]

Awesome Mark, keep up the good work! *hugs*

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 10:27 PM

Sorry I went away guys, I've been concentrating on my knitting to keep my brain where it should be and it is far too easy to lose many, many hours to it!

Mark, well done on the SI, every day is a victory worth celebrating *hug*

Laura, worrying about the future is fairly normal, which is good! A bit of normal, human worrying about the future is perfectly healthy if you ask me.

SoMuchMore 19-10-2010 10:34 PM

*hugs mark* it was ok that you went to bed, no worries. hope you are sleeping well.

*hugs kahlia* im not a huge fan of country music but the lyrics are good :-) hope you are feeling a little better.

*hugs bunny* hope you managed to stay safe.

*hugs josh* good luck on your date tonight. hope you are doing okay.

*hugs crimson* how r u doing?

I had to step out for class... now on a half hour break before my super boring night class.. tuesdays put me to sleep heh.

SparkleKitten 19-10-2010 10:56 PM

*cuddles wardies*

Tuesdays are so full of stress for me. I was late up, the weather was awful, I couldn't afford food today, my bus was stopped and diverted due to a fire, my lecturer is inconsiderate and uncompassionate to my problems physically and mentally and I had an exhausting walk home in the rain. My counsellor was unhappy with me because I SI'd this week and my fiance doesn't understand why I can't stand up to my mum. Sometimes I wish I could just shut myself away and hide for a while, just me and my mind, like a turtle. Man I wish I could be a turtle. Turtles are cool.

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 11:23 PM


*hugs crimson* how r u doing?
The following content has been hidden - Reason : never mind the incoherent ramblings of a mad woman
eh... I dunno. Still haven't heard if I'm gonna have an interview or not for the job in California. Found a house up here I'm looking into buying if I don't get the job. Thinking about applying for the loan for it now but then if I do get the job it will all have been for nothing to apply for the loan (since it takes points away from your credit score when lenders pull your report.)...
But then logically in a poor economy they'll be trying not to hire someone they may have to pay to move to the area, which I knew when I applied there. If I get this house up here I'll already have a steady job and could go back to school up here and not have to worry about starting a semester at the university and having to move during it. *shrugs*

...all in all I figure about the same as you with the future worrying. *nods*
How's class going?

BunnyMaz 19-10-2010 11:44 PM

well, big snuggly goodnight hugs to all of you who accept them.

I'm going to go snuggle into my nest, I mean my bed, stick some calming music on my headphones and try and encourage the cats to join me.

Night all :smurf:

PoisonedApple 19-10-2010 11:59 PM

night night bunny :)

SparkleKitten 20-10-2010 12:34 AM

Feeling lonely so I'm going to bed, night wardies *cuddles*

PoisonedApple 20-10-2010 01:03 AM

night night Sarah.

PoisonedApple 20-10-2010 01:03 AM

*pounces* I spy an Oliver!

risenfromperdition 20-10-2010 03:02 AM

hi lovelies <3
ergh. am ill =[

TheSuffererComplex 20-10-2010 04:43 AM

*cuddles heather* feel better!

Date was good, helped get my mind off of a lot, but at the same time it triggered a lot in me. ugh remind me not to see a movie about being in a ward when i'm stressed ever again.

risenfromperdition 20-10-2010 04:54 AM


TheSuffererComplex 20-10-2010 05:01 AM

*cuddles* I need to be held right now. =/

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