*curls up and cries*

(Yes I edited this post)

*cuddles Owen* I hope it stops soon

*hugs Felicia* My dreams are strange, scary places to be, keep out, unless you're going to chase all the nasties away, then you're welcome in there

*cuddles Helen* I hope you're okay hun, people suck sometimes don't they... *sigh*


Edit - So I found out my fiance's first academic conference I might not be able to go to because of my family. I'll never have one due to my inability to research basic projects, not sure if its because I fail or if its because I'm so depressed its a challenge even getting out of bed in a morning... *sighs*

I can't say they suck (esp if they read this to check up on me, which is fine, glad they care...) because to me they don't.

*cuddles Sarah*

Awws, I do hope you're okay, I'm sure they care hun *cuddles*

Sorry Owen, should have read first

*cuddles Sarah* Thanks. I'm going to go bed, have to be up early for last time this week for college. Was planning to sleep about 2 hours ago nearly. Oh well.

Owen, hope you're okay x

*sneaks in to play with puppy sinclaire and hides*

*offers everyone cuddles - and waves to Owen*

Got a psychiatrist appointment in a few hours then got to deal with social security. Meh.

doctors appt in 5 and a half hours, so I can't be bothered to sleep, I feel its going to be an all nighter

im... eh.
wanna do bad stuffs *whine*

*hugs heather* please don't do anything bad
you wanna talk?

just urgey for no reason and its ridiculously frustrating... and i hate how i get told off for drawing on arm with sharpie when it actually helps and just grr.

how're you oliver?

*offers Oliver cuddles* - Hoping the doctors appointment went/goes well and you aren't too tired.

*gently cuddles Heather* - Sorry to hear you are urgy and feeling like you need to do bad stuff. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself sweetness?

Feeling very tired now after going to the hospital to see my psychiatrist and then dealing with social security. Would love (<3) to crash . . .

Sneaks in and hides. Damn it

*Hugs Sarah*

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Feliica*

*Hugs April*

I have my 3rd volunteer shift at the cyber cafe in an hour and a half , Anxious , I'm probably going to have to take a Diaz ,which is what they're for.

Erm how the hell did it reach this point. Damn it stuiped messed up head and thoughts.

*hugs everyone except Owen*

The crisis team didn't help last night. I didn't even get to tell them that I am feeling like overdosing because they steered the conversation towards SI and then said that they had to go because the other phone was ringing. They did tell me to phone NHS 24 who might have been able to refer me to the home crisis resolution and treatment team (the proper crisis team) but I just went to my bed.

*huggles everyone then curls up in a corner and goes to sleep*

Sorry I've not really been around, *hugs everyone*