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PoisonedApple 26-08-2010 06:03 PM

Good luck April!!!
You can do it! *crosses fingers*

RYUU 26-08-2010 06:08 PM

* hugs everyone *

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 06:10 PM

Good luck April!

SoMuchMore 26-08-2010 06:32 PM

wow almost 5 pages since i last posted... we are moving so fast in here.

*hugs everyone*

Good luck April!

To all the new people I haven't intoduced myself to (becci and reaper.. i think)- Hi! I'm Laura.

One more class and then the week is over (I dont have any class on fridays). I have a feeling this semester is going to be a lot of work.. hopefully i can keep up. Anyway, I am having dinner with the ex tonight. Don't know what there is to talk about, he probably just wants to catch up or something as i havent spoken to him in almost a month. Then i have work and then will probably go out to the bars with co-workers.

Sorry I haven't been posting much, I've been so busy this first week of restarting uni... I've read though. I've also been isolating a little bit when it comes to MH issues... which I know is bad... but sometimes it feels easier to just fake it all the time then be honest some of the time. So, brief overview, struggling quite a bit with SI urges... I don't know why though, other than anxiety, but even when i'm home alone and not anxious at all the urges are still there. I've also got some repetitive thoughts going on... or one repetitive thought i guess...its stuck in my head kind of like a song. I've tried to get other things stuck in there, listening to music, slam poetry, I tried writing it out, typing it out.. but the stupid sentence won't seem to leave. Oh well I suppose.

Anyway, I'm off to take a quick nap. I'm exhausted today for some reason. Don't know why, i got almost 7 hours of sleep, but either way, its nap time.

Doikers 26-08-2010 06:40 PM

Ooh Laura Enjoy your nap and your dinner and your night out :)

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 06:42 PM

I hope you have a good time, Laura.

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 26-08-2010 06:57 PM

I'm triggered Lindsay , still triggered :(
I went 9 days without harming and a little part of me REALLY beleived I had it beat and I got bad news and I've been harming almost daily since :S . I'm so worthless and a little "voice" in my head keep telling me so and telling me I need to harm , I SO want a drink , to blur it all out . I'm sorry I'm so negative

misskitty112 26-08-2010 07:02 PM

So guess what my Creative Writing assignment is on?
"Dancing with the Skeletons in your closet"
So basically, I get to pick a traumatic event in my life, and twist some names, time frames, etc, and write a short story based on it... by Tuesday. Oh ****, where do I even start?

And Mark, you are not worthless. I'm sorry you're triggered *hugs*

Doikers 26-08-2010 07:07 PM

Thankyou Felicia , Good luck with your creative writing short story :)

PoisonedApple 26-08-2010 07:18 PM

Mark hun, please stay safe and don't drink. You are not worthless. *hugs tight*

RYUU 26-08-2010 07:28 PM

Mark mate you are not worthless please dont drink it makes things a lot worse in the long run it is a depressant it will make you see things even more negatively
dont listen to the voices in your head they dont have good advice at all

here if you need to talk

Doikers 26-08-2010 07:43 PM

Thanks Crimson and Reaper *Hugs*

I'm Trying SO hard not to harm watching youtube videos , maybe I'll watch "The Big Bang Therory" Later , that makes me smile :) I don't feel like smileing but I'm trying......

Oh and Reaper , does FTM mean in FTM transexual? Sorry I don't know.

RYUU 26-08-2010 07:47 PM

it means female to male

Doikers 26-08-2010 07:49 PM

Oh okay :)

MammaMia 26-08-2010 07:56 PM

*cuddles everyone and then curls up crying*

SoMuchMore 26-08-2010 08:01 PM

*hugs mark* you are not worthless.. please please try not to drink and keep your harming under control.

*hugs crimson and reaper*

*hugs lindsay* thanks, how r u doing now?

*hugs felicia* good luck with the assignment. I know that things like that can be hard, when i took a creative writing course we had to do an assignment just like that... but really i found that everyone was very understanding and respectful of each other.

*hugs helen* whats wrong hun?

Doikers 26-08-2010 08:11 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Helen* Whats the matter?

one_step_closer 26-08-2010 08:12 PM

*hugs Helen* I'm here if you need to talk.

I'm so low and desperate to overdose. :( I don't want to stay safe.

MammaMia 26-08-2010 08:15 PM

Everything =[ I just want her better :'( I nearly had a go at my other bestie because I'm so tired, stressed, worried and even more sensitive than usual >.< I didn't sleep too well last night. I half napped when I got back in this afternoon. Just letting everything get to me now. Haven't really eaten today either. Weather is so lousy outside. Scared of everything blowing up in my face when it's starting to go right again, bar my bestie being so poorly :(

SoMuchMore 26-08-2010 08:21 PM

*hugs lindsay* Please don't overdose. Keep talking to us here. Being safe is worth it.

*cuddles helen tight* i'm sorry that everything seems to be going wrong and that one of your besties is so ill. I wish I had some advice other than to try to hang in there. Things will work out eventually... and then hopefully they won't blow up again. Someday things won't blow up though... or at least they won't in such a bad way.. Just give it time. (I know that none of these things are particularly helpful for how you are feeling right now though :-/ ) I'm here if you want to talk. You know my PM box is always open.

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