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MammaMia 25-07-2010 02:10 AM

I'm here April....

Really really struggling.....

Kahlia1981 25-07-2010 02:33 AM

*huggles all* - Sorry it's not more. :-(
Feel a bit like I'm letting all of you down ...

Had a chat to my housemate last night. Told him I felt like I "wanted to disappear". He said he could see why - with the anxiety and everything. We had a chat about stuff. Was kind of cathartic really - getting things out in the open.

I do have some good news, but I feel kind of bad sharing it with everyone struggling. :-( Anyway, I made it to my 23 month SI free milestone this morning.

Now I want to give:
Jill: *big hugs*
April: *big hugs*
Helen: *big hugs*
Everyone who is struggling and can accept them: *big hugs*

risenfromperdition 25-07-2010 04:46 AM

oooooo go you =D thats AMAZING =]
*hugs everyone who wants*

misskitty112 25-07-2010 06:51 AM

Kahlia, congrats on the 23 months! And I'm glad you could get things out in the open.

*hugs everyone else*

I need to go to bed. Last performance and second cast party tomorrow. Also I just had a huge fight with my fiance and I'm fighting urges, using the "do something else for five minutes and see if it's still there" method. I need to sleep before I completely destroy myself.

I love you all.

Doikers 25-07-2010 10:54 AM

*Hugs April* Hee glad you enjoyed running through that dungeon. Also I'm sorry I left chat so fast on FB last night :( I was pretty tired ....

*Hugs Helen* I hope you feel better today*

*Hugs Heather* How are you ?

Hugs Kahlia* 23 Months is huge! way to go !:-)

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry you had a fight with your fiance , I hope you patch things up soon :)

*Hugs Jill* I hope you got home safe and sound :)

I'm exausted, I crawled ( almost literally) out of bed not long ago , I'm really struggling to function some days , especially before 3 pm or so , sorry.

MammaMia 25-07-2010 11:12 AM

Kahlia, congratulations, I'm 5 months free today *cuddles tight*

Mark, not really, but hey.

Doikers 25-07-2010 11:23 AM

OOOhhh Helen I'm sorry you are still feeling crap:( *Hug*
5 months is a pretty huge acheivement , congratulations!! :-)

wolfos3d 25-07-2010 12:16 PM

I got forgotten about and didn't get any dinner. This is not a good thing on top of the su urges I've been graced with this evening. Nothing has even been said about it. Not even an 'oops, sorry'.

Scarletdreamer 25-07-2010 12:17 PM

I'm sorry you're not feeling any better, Hels. *cuddles*

Mark, it's okay that you left chat so fast, I understand being tired & wanting to get to sleep while it lasts. :) *curls up next to*

Kahlia, glad you had that chat but sorry you're still feeling icky... :( *holds you gently*

Felicia, hope you made it through okay... and also hope that you patched things up with your fiancÚ today somehow. *cuddles*

Heather, how are you?

I just got up & I'm not sure how I'm doing... this is the latest I've slept in, in AGES!!!! So I'm not sure how I feel about that either. Hah. I'm just a mixed up mess I guess. >_<

*hides in a hole*

Scarletdreamer 25-07-2010 12:18 PM

Aw, Jess, I'm sorry. :( Sorry if this is a dense question, but couldn't you have gotten your own dinner? (no condemnation or anything in that question, just curious) Anyway, am sorry that you got forgotten about etc... that sucks... not good for your ED on top of everything else!! *gentle hugs*

Doikers 25-07-2010 12:22 PM

*Hugs Jessica* I sorry you didn't get any dinner , It sucks to be forgoten about , oddly enough a very similar thing happened to me a while ago whilst visiting my parents so I know how it feels :( No fun.

wolfos3d 25-07-2010 12:33 PM

*hugs April and Mark* Thanks. It's not the first time it's happened. My housemate absolutely assured me that it would not happen this evening. I double checked in case I would need to make something instead. My stepdad used to do it to me a lot when I was living at home so it makes me feel a fair bit worse about it.

Scarletdreamer 25-07-2010 01:45 PM

Aww. I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say than what I already said, but in any case - *gentle hugs* I hope that today goes a bit better for you. :)

Just got off WoW... *sigh* I've considered taking a break from that game but I don't think I could... hah. :-X So yeah. I don't really know. I mean, I "need" the social interaction from the game but it's driving me absolutely wild now (compare snare with level 80s and how many people in my main guild on Silvermoon have, etc., etc...)... so yeah. I'm taking a break from that realm and working on a toon on Bronzebeard instead. :-/

So damn over this. All of it. :(

*cries softly in a corner*

katnovia 25-07-2010 02:30 PM

*crawls into the warren* *breathes deeply* I'm trying to stay calm. everything seems to have kicked off over the last week. I have so many appointments coming up i'm completely overwhelmed. I feel like there's someone who's tugging on my right hand and mind, but they're not 'coming out and i cant figure out who they are. *curls up in a ball and hides*

Scarletdreamer 25-07-2010 03:06 PM

*cuddles Kat* I don't blame you for being stressed - it sounds like you've been through a lot lately & I'd be stressed if I were you as well. *extra cuddles*

Doikers 25-07-2010 04:15 PM

*Hugs Kat* I'm sorry you are overwhelmed , I get overwhelmed by little things (Comparitivly) but I can understand why you feel this way :S

shadowedsoul 25-07-2010 04:35 PM

Thanks everybody we got home around 2.30, was a really long night.
Hmm I really have got one messed up family, just want to hide as I can't handle today. Wish I could just disappear of the face of the earth.

nicole94 25-07-2010 04:43 PM


hidingme 25-07-2010 04:44 PM

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MammaMia 25-07-2010 05:13 PM

Screw everything.

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