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Red Sky 25-06-2010 10:07 PM

Scarlet-I know it feels like the right thing to give up...I'm really close myself but you can do this-Big hugs...PM if you wanna talk about it honey. Hope you feel much better soon. x x

Red Sky 25-06-2010 10:10 PM

P.s. It's not your fault you feel this way...you are not a failure at all...just like the rest of us in that you need a little support. x x

shadowedsoul 25-06-2010 10:48 PM

Okay finally got here, after 3 hours in a bloody car, still feeling triggered not much I can do about it, I
Have no means to selfharm at all this weekend
Which Is good, but possible bad, just going to
Have to put on my happy face and pretend everthings okay great.

xxjuliexx 25-06-2010 11:37 PM

3 Attachment(s)
cup cake anyone

PoisonedApple 25-06-2010 11:46 PM

Those are awesome Julie! I'll take a flower one please :)

Scarletdreamer 25-06-2010 11:59 PM

i can't do this anymore...


SoMuchMore 26-06-2010 12:02 AM

*hugs julie* oo yay! cupcakes! Those look awesome.

*hugs crimson, jill and mark,

*hugs april* You can do this hun. I really believe that. Whats wrong?

Scarletdreamer 26-06-2010 12:08 AM

jarrod and i had an argument. it seems like we never do anything together anymore even though we're in the same apartment day in and day out. (kind of, anyway, when i'm home from my internship.) he refused to play with me on wow as a distraction from cutting and so i went to our bedroom and wrote in my journal and then cut. i feel so stupid. i can't keep going, can't keep living - like this anyway - but i have no one to talk with irl, no one who really understands that is there for me all the time and who won't be triggered. :'(

i give up.

SoMuchMore 26-06-2010 12:21 AM

Did he say why he refused to play? was it because it was a distraction from cutting or?

I'm sorry hun. We are here for you though if you need to talk. I know its not the same as IRL people, but we can try. *hugs*

wildly insane 26-06-2010 12:30 AM

Yay cup cakes, thanks Julie

*hugs to all*

Don't give up April, I know what it's like to have no-one irl and how alone it can make you feel, and I know it's not the same but we are here for you.

Sorry guys I don't think I can do individual replies but I can offer hugs a plenty and to say please keep fighting.

My urges are getting worse and more frequent again and I can't be bothered to fight them. My boyfriend doesn't seem to understand that SI is a problem now and not just in the past. It's been three months, but I don't think he knows about that time. I also can't because I have my brother's wedding in the Emirates in about 2 weeks - 10 days with the family in 40-50 degree heat, it's hard enough keeping old scars hidden never mind new ones, but it makes me want to cut more.

bleh should really just go to bed

congratulations again Kahlia very very awesome

stay safe people, sleep well to all sleeping and hope those daytimers are doing okay

Scarletdreamer 26-06-2010 12:40 AM

laura, it was because he didn't want to play on the toons on which i wanted to play, and i didn't want to play on the toons on which he wanted to play... so yeah. stupid all around.

i can't keep going. i can't. this is all so damn futile.

sdixon 26-06-2010 04:35 AM

Hi Guys, I do not mind hugs :)

April, I am sorry that you are struggling, please please stay strong.

wolfos3d 26-06-2010 04:55 AM

*big hugs to everyone* Sorry I'm really useless at being supportive for everyone right now. I updated my r/v thread. I thought it might stop me from going (more) insane for a bit. I'm gonna go see if I can get some stuff done. Try and get this 'life' thing to work a little better. Or at least so I'll have clean underpants.

risenfromperdition 26-06-2010 05:56 AM

*hugs april lots*
you CAN do this, you can. i know you can :)

*leaves cuddles for everyone who wants*

mmm cupcakes *takes smiley face looking one*

Doikers 26-06-2010 10:09 AM

Hi all

Those cupcakes look yummy Julie *Hug*

*I'm sorry you argueed and cut April*Hug*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Jessica*

*Hugs Shannon*

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs all round* :)

Doikers 26-06-2010 12:49 PM

So , I met up with my friend who I haven't spoken to or seen since Christmas day today . He came to my flat and we talked but some was "filler" talk It was little over 1 hour 10 minutes between meeting him and him leaving. It was just hard to know what to say to him at times , just that void of talking ugh . He said in his letter he had tons to say but it didn't turn out that way hmmm deflated

sdixon 26-06-2010 03:30 PM

Sorry that your visit was not what you expected.

risenfromperdition 26-06-2010 07:55 PM

*offers hug to mark*
sooo im not gonna be around til friday, but i'll try and check my fb messages on dads mobile if i can, sooo if you have me on fb feel free to message =]

beach for 3 days... shoot me nowww.
gonna look gross in a bathing suit surrounded by perfect people =[

going to pride tho so yay bout that... cept cant find anything that actually looks cute ><

Doikers 26-06-2010 08:15 PM

*Accepts hugs from Heather*Try and have fun at the beach and pride :)

SoMuchMore 26-06-2010 09:01 PM

*hugs everyone* Sorry its not more.. Its pathetic, but it might be all I can handle right now.

I spy April! Hope you are feeling at least a little better hun.

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