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Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 12:00 PM

Glad you're doing okay. :) And also glad that you didn't use the "f word" ... hehe.

I'm alright, I guess. Still sick. Still exhausted. Really don't want to go to work. :-S Hate going to work (internship, not really work, but easier to call it that). Ughhh... :'( I don't mind the job really but I have to revise my goals statement form so they are more psychology oriented... my current goals statement was "insufficient" according to my campus supervisor. So yeah. Am NOT happy about that. :'(

*sigh* :'(

Just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Really don't want to go anywhere today. :'(

jonikd 24-05-2010 12:29 PM

Oliver seeing someone new is scary, it means change and letting go of some of your beliefs to make room for more healthy ones. Its understandable that you're reacting the way you are, just enjoy it for what it is and try not to overthink it OK? Its nice to see you back here,I missed you.

April, honey, I read your RV *cuddles gently* I don't have any words of wisom for you but I understand and I care. There will come a day when you don't feel the need to hide so often, you need to believe that. Hope work goes ok and you feel a bit better. Get out there and do it hun, you can do this 'k?

Laura - keep doing everything right babe, it will happen. I can totally relate to what you're saying, its so frustrating at times...rahh..but you are a special person that deserves happiness and I know you will reach it with some patience and continuation of the hard work you're putting in. Noone said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it *hugs*

Helen, sweetie, there's just so much still happening for you, I wish for a stable time for you so you can continue to make progress where you have before.

Kahlia 21 months is outstanding, and gives me such hope that makes me believe maybe I'll get back to those kind of timeframes. The meeting outcome sounds like a good one for you, fingers crossed, you're a smart caring person who deserves some help finally.

Jill, hope you're feeling a little better. That suffocating feeling is horrible hun and I truly hope its lifted for you.

Mark! You've been a bit quiet hun. It is a big achievement getting through the weekend SI free,I find the weekends the hardest, and haven't managed one without SI for a while, so I understand what a big feat it is. Congratulations *hugs proudly*

Julie,honey, please eat a wee bit love, it's OK *cuddles gently*

*whispers* Kat hopefully you're fast asleep and tomorrow will dawn rosier with more hope for you.

Hugs Louise & Hannah & Heather & Lindsay & Emma

Wonders where Crimson, Hayley & Nicole are at.

I am off to bed, ni night everyone
xx

MammaMia 24-05-2010 01:15 PM

:'( :'( I'm such a ****. She lost her baby & her best friend walks on out on her. :'( :'( :'(

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 01:22 PM

*holds Hels* What happened, sweetie? And you are not that, you're a sweet person who's going through a hell of a lot of stuff right now. :(

JK, pleasant dreams, sweetheart. *tucks you up into your cosy ward bed* :) Hope tomorrow goes okay for you... and thank you for doing individual replies, I know how much energy that takes!! (you didn't say how you were doing though *frown* hehe...)

So I found out that my bestie didn't go to church yesterday because she WAS avoiding me. She said so in a text. :'( I texted her back and said "Didn't you think that I would be glad to see you since we didn't get to hang out on Sat.? am I really that fearsome/annoying?" since she had said that she didn't come to church because she knew she'd "be in trouble for working on Saturday," which is when we had had plans to hang out all day. Instead, she agreed to work at an auction last minute, and told me, so our plans got cancelled and I had a crappy day. :( But seriously, am I REALLY that annoying?! :'( That hurt.

I don't know. See, this just goes to show that I really am NOT a nice person. :crying:

MammaMia 24-05-2010 01:38 PM

I'm giving her one final chance, she's already had too many. I must be a fool :'( Why isn't leaving simple :'( :'( :'(

Doikers 24-05-2010 01:39 PM

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs April* you are so a nice person ! And it means tons to me that you are proud of me :)

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 02:13 PM

*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry you're feeling so awful... is there anything I can do to help?? (probably not as usual but worth asking anyhow!!) *holds you gently*

*cuddles Mark* I'm glad that it means a lot that I'm proud of you. :) And I am NOT a nice person, I may come across as one but apparently my wrath is to be feared... heh. :'( And she still hasn't responded to my last text............ :crying: I feel so damn FULL OF FAIL!!!!!! :'(

MammaMia 24-05-2010 03:13 PM

Make today end or re-start but certain things don't happen? :'( :'(

JMy best friend thinks my body's going into shock or somethng..

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 03:41 PM

*holds Hels some more* I wish I could do more... :(

I came home from work because I'm so sick. There's a "germophobe" there which I can't blame as she has a very young child (dunno how young, must be pretty young yet though, not in school). I feel "shitastic" as I told Jarrod when I walked in the door... :'( Still have to get stuff done but at least I'm at home...

:'(

MammaMia 24-05-2010 03:43 PM

*holds april* hope you feel better soon

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 03:47 PM

*cuddles* And I hope that you feel better soon, too. :( Sorry, I didn't mean for that post to be all about me...

MammaMia 24-05-2010 04:06 PM

It's okay sweetie, I would make more of my posts about myself too, but I can't talk for crying so much atm.

I really miss my daughter :(

shadowedsoul 24-05-2010 04:37 PM

Thanks for the hugs guys, hmm it's hard to explain I was
off for a week from work.went to vist some freinds had a
brilliant time,it's was crazy drinking taking drugs just
having a blast. Now I'm home and I feel trapped and feel
like I'm suffocating,noithing feels worth it I'm just going
throught the actions not really giving a sh*t.if that makes
sence at all.I just want to dissapear of back there,don't
want to deal with this crap anymore.

Doikers 24-05-2010 04:45 PM

*Hugs Shadowedsoul*

PoisonedApple 24-05-2010 04:58 PM

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Yeah, Crimson, I'm Eastern timezone... what timezone is Runetotem in, do you know?
i'm not sure... i think it's 3 hrs ahead of me... will check later and see... sorry i wasn't there much this weekend.

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want chinchillas but dont they like wreak ur house lil i love them i think there the cutest
wreak or wreck? either way no. i have mine litter box trained and i change their boxes every week. they're caged and only have out time when in areas they can't get into stuff that could hurt em. etc etc. i'm not up for telling more right now but chinchillaclub has a good forum with a lot of nice people with lots of exp with chins.

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*hugs Crimson* glad I turned it into slightly plainer English, I did try but genetics is notoriously difficult to explain :P how are the kits today?
Houdini died this weekend. He'd been eating well and gaining good, filling out his frame better and i fed him his extra at 430 am then when i went out at 10 to get him he was gone. Explained it to the kids, G took it the worst. She cried for a long time. A's first answer to burying him was 'we can't leave him outside!' then asking when he'll wake up for her to play with him... she's 3 and he fit in one of her hands. she loved him most because "he's my size". We buried him and G wrote him a memorial on a <3 shaped paper and buried it with him. The other two are good though.

*sigh* I feel like **** today. I wanna just lay down and die. Gotta run down to cover the front desk. Oh yay... I think the sarcasm is palpable.

*edit* sorry so short... too many pages since i was here last

CrazyHayley 24-05-2010 06:11 PM

*goes around the ward catching up with everyone, giving appropriate huggles/waves/snacks/tuck-up in beds type things depending on the wardies needs!*

Wow, so much can happen in just under 36hours! So forgive me for not doing individual replies, but thanks to those who sent me hugs/cuddles/messages etc.

Anyhoo, luckily yesterday wasn't as bad as I had feared it would be, thank goodness, and so feeling slightly less stressed out but drained from it all, I decided it would be good for me to go to my Spiritualist church service and leave Eoghan at the pub! Church was uplifting and I get a message which was very positive, so it really helped.

I've been busy today, with a doctors appointment for a medication review - which I swear is just a waste of time - they asked me if I was still taking the same meds.."yes"...are you happy on them (and not as in asking if I'm emotionally happy if you get my meaning) ..."yes" ....there you go, I'll see you in another 6months. Oh well. Then I had to go and get my meds. I've cleaned my kitchen today and now I'm all caught up here and need to get my arse in gear as its Development circle at my spiritualist church tonight. I'm hoping for no tears again as I'm 'sane' but its been such an emotional past few days that I'm not too sure how it'll go..hey ho...

If I'm not back in here tonight, I'll make sure I log on in the morning to join in the party for Kahlia's 21month free milestone. Oly a few more hours to go for you Kahlia! yay!

SoMuchMore 24-05-2010 06:33 PM

*cuddles everyone*

I am totally flat today after i a very bad night. I'll catch up with individual replies later. Hope everyone is at least okay-ish.

xxjuliexx 24-05-2010 06:43 PM

*yawns and curls up* i gotta get up i have to go to aqua robics *yawns* have to get up

Doikers 24-05-2010 06:44 PM

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry Houdini died :(

*Hugs Hayley*Sounds like your Dr appointment was a waste of time . I hate that :S

*Hugs Laura*mmm I'm sorry you're so flat , look after yourself ok.

My Social worker DID come today , 3rd time lucky , he is coming with me on Thursday to my benefits medical I HAVE to have , it's to find out who's cheating the system and claiming benefits their not entitled too . I am Bricking it :S so anxious , and feel pre-judged , like someone is saying I'm conning the benfits grrr
My 2nd appointment with the volunteer buero went ok , her name is Anne , she is Super-nice and I was so anxious I was shaking and telling her all details of my life heh what I did on the weekend etc. When I get anxious I chatter , I hate uncomfy silences hmmm

Doikers 24-05-2010 06:45 PM

*Hugs Julie * Hi how are you ?


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