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xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 05:22 AM

*hugs laura?* not sure if you are laura

SoMuchMore 09-05-2010 05:22 AM

yes i'm laura :-)

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 05:28 AM

*yawns* wow i've been away awhile wats been going on

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 06:35 AM

*sits in a corner and rocks hugging knees*

katnovia 09-05-2010 07:55 AM

*crawls in* i can't do this anymore. ..

Laura, i've tried to reach amy but she doesn't want to come out or be talked with. your guess is as good as mine on the blue. I've never seen that before, but i know I had the night from hell last night with rapid internal switches. I tried to pin it down, but all i got was that it's male and seems to be some kind of gaurdian, except things went wrong last night because obviously i missed the warning. I had so many voices saying different things with different agendas that i just wanted to internally scream to shut them all off. shadow was lurking again, so i'm going to have to investigate if i can exactly what he's capable of, and i guess, rather bitterly accept him as in existence.

i'm a mess.

April *catches your hug* needed that, thanks sweet

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:00 AM

kat i'm here if u wanna talk

katnovia 09-05-2010 08:09 AM

thanks julie. i'm rather shell-shocked. i've never had a night like that, and i havn't had a chance to talk it over with anyone yet

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:12 AM

well we're all ears hun

~*forever_broken*~ 09-05-2010 08:12 AM

*crawls into her tent, in her corner, and settles in once more with her stuffed lamb, pillow, and blanket, all to have a good cry* And what's worse is I cut and they sting :pinch:

katnovia 09-05-2010 08:19 AM

*crawls to tent and passes through soothing lotion* i'm sorry you cut hun

Julie: im so confused i dont know what to think. I dont want shadow to be real, but something made me hurt myself last night, not like SI, more self abuse. It was so noisy in there that i wanted to run away from my own head. i've no idea who blue is, but he staged a takeover bid last night and i havn't had anything like that happen in years. i thought i'd got us all figured. seems i'm wrong. *sighs* it's all too complicated.

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:21 AM

i kinda no how u feel it's so hard to keep track of them all

katnovia 09-05-2010 08:23 AM

i thought i had it. i was worried about shadow's existence, but this blue has come out of, well the blue. I'm calling him blue because i couldn't get a name from him last night and i have no time to do journal work to discover more cos my daughter is awake and hubby isn't and we've got to get to church soon.

~*forever_broken*~ 09-05-2010 08:25 AM

Thanks Kat. Tis no big deal, I suppose. I'm very sorry you're having such a rough time of it *hugs* Wish I could help.

katnovia 09-05-2010 08:27 AM

big deal or not, cuts need care, and care i can give *hugs forever broken back* thanks for the hug. what's your name hun?

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:30 AM

can i come out or this bad time

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:33 AM

kat have u read all the posts they made

~*forever_broken*~ 09-05-2010 08:38 AM

I go by Ally here and it is very nice to meet you.

Unfortunately it is after midnight here and I've got to get up and get to church early tomorrow so I am off to bed. Please have a good day, the both of you. And feel free to use the tent ;-) Tis a good corner, that and the tent, though brand new, isn't bad either, lol.

Good night (and thanks for the hug Kat, I needed it)

katnovia 09-05-2010 08:39 AM

*nods* yes amy i have and it confuses me *cries* i just dont know who i am anymore

Kahlia1981 09-05-2010 08:39 AM

Hi all. *waves at those who don't like hugs and hugs the rest*

I've missed 10 or so pages so won't be doing individual replies.
I think I saw a return of Ally and Emma though so *big hugs* to both of you - if you are able to accept them. If not, please take my warm wishes.

*hugs the regular ward-mates with the usual addendum then disappears into a dark corner to cry*

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 08:40 AM

whats the host given name

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