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it will get better i promise
can i have a hug-*cuddles up close to kaz* |
*hugs up to newlife*
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checking in *hands over stuff for inspection*
Name: Bianca Age: 18 Diagnoses: BPD, MPD, OCD, Depression possible Bipolar, Ana, Mia *anything else*dont think so* Meds: Not atm need to be here atm. not sure why but everything seems shitty atm |
*makes a pot of strong tea, pours a cup and offers the pot around*
Sober now, thank God...but feel like sh*t...I don't understand...I had been feeling better...thought my meds were working...is this what happens when you mix ADs and large amounts of alcohol? *curls up in her corner with blanket and stuffed lamb and tries to cry* |
*wakes up from slumber* *wanders to find the kitchen*
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i'm sorry
i harmed im so rubbish *curls up in corner* |
hey newlife are you okay
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*wonders in and gives a little wave*
hey everyone. i am feeling fragile |
sorry
just feel down and unloved sorry *curls up* |
*gives newlife a huge hug and love*
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*walks in and says hi to everybody*
just need a blanket and some down time |
*stumbles in to the ward* is every one okay i just somewhere safe to lay my head
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hey Kaz
*snuggles* |
thanks
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oh sweetie
thats not true please stay safe |
*wobbles in quite drunk* anyone want anything sorry i cant take this
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it is true
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*curls up and hides* |
erm can i come in could do with just curling up and just dissapearing right now, dont want to do this anymore just want to curl up in a ball and die sorry guys
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hey lost and alone come in any time
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eek.....can I visit the virtual psych ward?.....If you can promise you'll pause the rest of the world so they wouldn't ever know, I'll even check MYSELF in.....*refers to first page* I'm sure the ward is just as magical as the castle with the princesses, so I expect to find some huge boxes of zero calorie chocolates when I arrive.....along with the magic happy pill that I will get before I leave, that will keep me from ever being depressed again and will make it like I'd never SI'd and take away every last bit of my ED..... Got a spare room anyone?.....*starts playing 'Downtown'*....." When you're alone and life is getting you lonely, you can always go DOWNTOWWWWWWWWNNNNNNN!!!!!....."
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think i need to check in again.Just want the ground to swallow me up.
Curls up in a corner. |
WE HAVE BEEN STICKIED :hop:
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woo hoo *hugs thread* i will never lose it again and hey everyone just feeling top of the world but i konw i am going to crash very soon
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Yay. . .we have been stickied!!
*hugs all who need one, and curls up with her teddy* I told Jason, my mentor, that I'm not strong enough to put myself back in the hospital. . .so that's what he's doing on Monday. *sigh* What have I done. I just feel so weak, and worthless. |
tierra i'm sure it'll be fine and if it helps then maybe it for the best
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back again guys, just want to curl up in a ball and put some bed covers over me and shut the world out so mabye they will forget i was even born in the first place argh!!!!!! can do this anymore *starts to cry* so need a hug right now sorry:sad:
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*hugs you tight*
it will get better *wraps lost and alone up in a blanket* *watches over* |
I need to check in. I'll take up my usual spot in the corner.
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I don't even know if i can cope with a virtual psych ward now.
Im so scared. Stopped meds saturday. Psych says if i dont start retaking them he will have no choice but to section me and heve the meds injected into me. I havent even told him about seein things and hearing things again tho. Is he reading my brain? No hospital. No meds. I WILL NOT LET THEM DO IT I cant stand it. The meds make u so fat. I hate every part of me. ugly in and out. I cannot take meds i have to get skinny. I want to be vanished. |
I'm hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme!
[Been home nearly 3 hours lol!] |
*checks in*
Actually, not sure I left... Gosh I feel like sh*t...thought my meds were helping...anxious...depressed...just plain ick... *curls up in a corner clutching her stuffed lamb* |
*sits down and tries not to make her eyes itch any further*
I think my ezcema is back & my legs have been through enough this year...I can't stand any more accusations if it comes back!!!!!! |
hey all!
sorry not been around for ages, just come to give you all hugs, there are plenty to go round, i have some hot chocolate, with marshmallows and cream and a nice selection of chocolate and sweets! |
I feel like **** :(
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*Checks in*
Not been here in a while.. *sighs* |
*checks in*
I think I am going to go hide in that corner over there and cry... *does so* |
I'm feeling better today :)
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^ That's really good, I'm glad to hear it. =]
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I don't feel better now, I feel like it's so ****ing hard to keep fighting the battle to not self harm && feel like it's a wall I can't get through or something. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR yet I dont have any ****ing urges =[
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does this psych ward have an ED unit?
apparently I need one :( |
*trundles in* hey you guys i feel to of the world indestructible and i should be able to cope at the moment... yeah right i do feel weird though *curls up into a ball*
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I've just realised something really bad *shudders* I realised it before but in a different way....
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fed up with life at the moment
want to give up feel numb and odd-need blades *crys* |
I suck at life
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I've done plenty of damage to mne =|
*curls up in a corner & wants to cry* |
I'm home from camping. It was an ok time. *hugs to all*
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(((((((( Dance!Dance!4eva)))))))) Snuggles upto you.. hands you dairy milk... and a box of tissues peace and love xxx |
*runs in and slumps on the floor* hey you guys sorry just cant be bothered with all this emotion
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Hey stevevaijr,
Has anything in particular gone wrong? Im here and I have chocolate... (((((((( hugs )))))))) Peace and love xxx |
just my whole life is upside down and my gf is just so damn angry with me
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