*huggles Alexx* how you doing hun? You on Hells' facebook btw? Mind if I add you? x

I feel funny...
Yehh I am. Add me :]

why do you feel funny? Funny ha ha? or bad funny? or weird funny? Or none of the aforementioned funnys at all?

^^^^^^

see that right there? yep thats right I can be funny :P

Christ I'm in a weird mood.

weird funny.
empty funny.
doesnt get anything right funny
*curls up*

Awwwwwww cute cuddly toy :P I saw, thank you so much.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AY!
EMMA FINISHED HER ESSAY :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop:

P.S I need to dicuss somethin with you, maybe best over pm hehe x

*sits and watches everyone*

*cuddles up with Alexx*

heyyy helen.

heeeyyyy Alex.
Want some sweets? ;)

*looks around*
I dont know :-(
*hides*

Don't hide :(

Ugh I can STILL smell chlorine (or whatever) up my damm nose!!!!! LOL!

I wish I had answers for everyone.

It is possible to survive university and finish and graduate. still i'm glad that my papers were on drainages and streams in Anza Borrego Desert State Park and modeling problems with salinity in the soil in the Imperial Valley.

Cuddles all around

Gah. ****ing police. People get stabbed they take 5 hours, people get stuff nicked they take 5 mins. Either way I'm still awake till rediculous times in the morning and I can't take much more of it.

(I wanna cut so bad right now, but then police will be back. Can't do that to Edmund on my last night.)

extinction is where they're not supposed to press the lever at all, cos they aren't getting any reward for it.

they're supposed to be discriminating between stimuli (like a bright light) that represents the times when they are going to get a reward for pressing the lever, and stimuli that represents extinction (like a dull light) when they wont get a reward no matter how many times they press the lever.

tis all part of stimulus discrimination and schedule control stuff :) not really that exciting.

I had a good day today guys :-)

Ended up seeing some clients with mental health problems so yeah..it was educational...although i feel sorry for those ppl suffering :-( poor them

I better have a good time tomorrow...me shall get slightly tispy lol...anyway, tc all *squishes u*

I hate saying goodbye. I hate leaving. I hate everything about what I'm going to be doing today. All of it.

****. I hope everyone's ok?

Love to you all. Don't know when I'm going to get online after 10, what with the moving home and stuff.
xxx

*covers ears* lalalalala
No talking about conditioning, classical or otherwise... Sigh I've got the labs run, now just need to write them up... And finish one paper and START and finish another. But tis no worries because tomorrow 17:00 I'll have them all in and at 20:00 I'll be headed home to lots of wine... And more than likely my razor (funny..? I'm too tired to do the cutting I so desperately want to... Weird, huh?)

Anyway *snuggles you all* I'm off to try and grab a few hours of sleep. Take care

sorry ally :p but those not "in the field of psychology" were curious :) it still seems werid how you can use a virtual rat, but if u say so..... :p you'll be fine writing the labs up hun, keep going! you are nearly there.

i think its good you are too tired to cut how you want to. i get like that sometimes, and the next day im glad about it. usually.

*sits down and feels alone*

Why do you feel alone Helen? x

Ally, I am seriously impressed by how well you are getting through that work. I wish I had the drive to do that. You should be proud of yourself. Hows it going now? *hugs* I am glad you were too tired to cut even if you may not be.

oooh Jeremy that sounds quite interesting. What is it you do if you don't mind me asking? And YAY for getting tipsy ;) x

Auburn, I hope the move goes ok. Change is hard but sometimes it's for the best. Thinking of you x

Oh and Chloe....your keeping quite quiet about how you are doing....your posting but not about you. Are you ok? Don't you see your therapist on Monday or sometime soon? (sorry quite forgetful at the moment)



Alexx?? Susan? Amanda? Jess? Where are you guys? *leaves hugs*

I felt alone because nobody had posted in here for hours...

Alexx and Jess have been on msn a lot. Infact Alex just signed on XD

Susan, I've no idea where she is.

Amanda, you okay sweetie?

Omfg Why Is My Mum Such A Bitch?!?!
Why Does She Do That?!?!
I Swear To God...¬_¬

Want to talk to us about what happened Alexx?

arrrghhh she's just >< *shakes her violently*
first i got in from job hunting...and she was like
"we are seeing the house at 1pm tomorrow.."
"yeahhh...i cant go....i TOLD you that..."
"well its tough then isnt it"

THEN she asked me to go BACK into stockport to buy some ****ing crusty bread EVEN though
a)i'd already been
b)my foots hurting
c)she's the one with the freakin car
and when i said no and E-X-P-L-A-I-N-E-D why she just held her hand in my face, turned her head away and was like "fine. go away"

AND SHE CALLS ME FXCKING SPOILT!!!!!!!!

jeeeeeeeez she could have got it herself >_>

thats what I said....
but nooooooooooooo.
I dont know ANYTHING do i?! >.>

Anyone else feel a million times more like harming when they're exhausted?

*snuggles everyone*
lol Chloe, I love the fact that you remember and continue to use that phrase :-D how you doing sweetie?

Alexx, good lord hunni your mom sounds like one big ****ing ray of sunshine:pinch: I'm sorry she gives you such grief.

Jeremy, SO jealous, sounds like something I'd love to do :-)

Emma, thanks but I'm actually doing pretty lousy... And if it weren't for the fact that I am not able to fall asleep I'd probably be very behind. How's the essay coming?

Helen, how goes it luv?

Sorry if I've missed anyone :yawn: *snuggles again*

I'm off to take an exam, study for another, take that one, and try and write my two other papers in time to turn them in

Hi All,
I just finished eating a sweet cheap pastry, part of the free breakfast. Since I am on holiday I can't check in very often, it depends on what kind of internet access we have where we are staying! Like Ally, I'm dealing with the time zone differences too. I'm one time zone east but still seven hours behind the UK.

Am doing okay. Since it is a Friday night, I asked my husband to make reservations for tonight. We found a place that says it has laundry, we were looking for that!

My husband is irritable this morning.

When I'm exhausted I turn into a bitch!

Hugs all around.

Meh I'll live...I can move out soon XD

GOOD LUCK WITH THE EXAMS ALLY!!!! *huggles*

uhh headache. wont go away.
*curls up*

Anybody know how to stop sunburn from stinging? ><
It's really itchy :/
*waves to everybody and offers hugs*

erm....
i used aloe vera moisturiser....

I've tried that
It's not worked
They are still red hot and stinging :-(

...

ice?

But if you use ice, be careful you dont get iceburn, thats nasty too.

*snuggles everyone*

God><
Its so hot :[

I'm very lonely....
Recentlly...its like...I NEED to be in people's company constantly...
but not family...people like mates etc.
Otherwise I get very down.

Plus...I woke up this morning....after having a completely surreal dream...and didnt know what I'd dreamt and what had ACTUALLY happened

Wow Alexx, that's opposit for me... I HATE having to socalise. I love people, don't get me wrong, but it seems like for a long while now I have prefered to be alone... Hmmm.

*snuggles everyone and then goes back to her last paper* It's terrible but I don't care any more

^it's weird because normally I'm SOOOO happy to come home and sit on my own...but recentlly I've been going OUT.OF.MY.MIND.
It's not a nice feeling :(

*hugs Ally & Alex*

Sometimes I want to be so alone and sometimes I want company =D

ohgod><
GAWD.
My heads like....*whoosh*
How does this happen?
why do some people make you feel so...
just a picture can make you...

I'm gonna shut up....this is a really pathetic post....
why am i still typing?!?!?
Ignore me.

Alexx? Want to talk? x

Finished my papers, lousy as hell, but at least I've completed my last paper for school, at least for my under grad.

Now it's time to drink.

*pounces on Ally* YAY well done!!!! Just sent the boys out to 24hour Tesco's for alcohol for me too!!

*hugs Alexx* Here if you want to talk hun xx

:-) thanks. I'm just hoping that they're good enough that I can pass and finish Uni.. But my immediate concern is my dinner getting done because I haven't even had two glasses of wine and I already taste alcohol when I breath:yuck:

*hugs Emma back* gosh I wish you weren't across an entire country and an ocean :-) careful with the alcohol sweetie
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Ugh, and I feel awful :crying: would love to cut but I think I'll hold off till I'm more liquored up, can do more damage that way :crying:

Yeah I know the feeling :) What state do you live in out of interest? Shame I'm not a millionnaire....a cross atlantic drinking session trip would be awesome! Aaah well will have to wait until one of us makes our millions or enters a relationship with Richard Branson or until I go travelling round the states.

I'm always careful :P You be too xx

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay for Ally

*hides and shakes to death* I'm sorry if you want to know why...I am not allowed to say on the forums. You'll have to pm me xxx

lol millions *smiles at the absurdity of the thought* :-D
I live in Washington state on the west coast... I'm not on the Washington coast, sort of in the middle of the state... But it really is almost an entire country and an ocean away.

Helen, am going to PM you

ok hun

Emma!! I need your email addy! Want to send you a 'drink' (ok so it's a picture of the wine I'm drinking and a wine glass) but because I'm on my blackberry I can't send it through PM :-(