Hey Stevevaijr, you ok? *offers hug, and tea*

im working on this essay, but im here, pm me if you need anything

How is everybody today?

*walks in dragging feet and collapses pathetically on the floor in th middle of the room*

hey....

hey bright.

checking in for awhile again... still.

anyone heard from Luke (bobidrawpictures)?
Worried for him.

*waves*

Sorry I have not actually heard from Luke. But last time i spoke to him he was considering going for some extra support the next day. So try not to be to worried. Hopefully that support is in place at the minute. I shall update if i hear from him though.

Hope your all ok.

*waves to kim* how are you?

*waves to everyone else* anyone want a hug?

*comes in and curls up under blanket*

somebody please stop me hurting myself-i cant cope

*runs in and looks around wide eyed* anyone want a hug or to talk *looks at newlife and smiles* hey hun do you wanna hug

*hugs steve*

just want the pain to go-want the hurt to stop

so so sorry

please just stop me hurting me and everyone

*squidges newlife tight* hunny i am sure there are so many reasons for how your feeling and well if you cant tell me on here i would listen in PM sweetie....

*hugs newlife*

offers chocloate yo everyone

*runs to kitchen and serves up some hot drinks I.E hot chocolate tea and coffee and biccies* the drinks are served everyone

it's just all my fault-im so useless-its all my fault

*crys*

so sorry

your not useless whats up hun you know you can talk to me i am here for you you should know that your amazing

* sits by new life hugging her* your not useless huni
i brought marshmallows for the hot choc!

ty S pod *hugs both newlife and S pod* your both amazing

i just want to die-this guy i kinda know text me last night and said he was going to od-by the time i got back to him he said he had-its all my fault i should have got back to him sooner-he might be dead i dont know-all my fault

sorry so sorry

*crying so much*

*hugs newlife really hard, doesent let her go*

*hugs Stevevaijr* how are you doing?

*hugs newlife* *turns to S pod* i am okay i think i am struggling with eating but other than that i am good lol

* goes to make stevevaijr a meal he cant refuse* im an amazing cook!

*strokes newlife on the way past*

sorry everyone-thank you

ty hunny *hugs up to newlife* i hope you dont mind me hugging you

huni you have nothing to be sorry for thats whar we are here for
*buts blanket round newlife, to protect her*

does anyone else want a hug....

no its fine-feel so sick-it should be me that took the od not him-its me that deserves to die

oh huni thats not true *hugs* what makes you say that
*accepts hug from stevevaijr*i never refuse hugs, *wishes it was a real one*

hunny no one deserves it please *sits in a corner and starts feeling blue* is there any hot chocolate left

*gives another big hug and wishes the same*

sorry really sorry

newlife hun please listen you have nothing to be sorry for and it wasnt your fault your amazing mwah please be okay please

*hugs stevievaijr* *hugs newlife*

*crys cos she cant help*

Dont cry S pod come here *sqidges S pod tight* and *squidges new life tight* mwah big kisses for you

sorry *hugs*

hey thanks * goes to check on stevevaijrs food* your not vegi are you? its chicken!

no i am not vegi chicken sounds lovely hunny ty

*brings in morrocan chicken* my brother in law taught me this its amazing, we have to eat it with our hands! * chicken is on a large plate. covered with sauce, it has green olives and chips over it*
*has plate of yummy fresh bread for dipping*
tuck in theres enough for everyone!
*opens bottle of white wine* i really shouldent but its a treat!

can i only have a little glass of wine *tastes the chicken* mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... beautiful

*takes some wine*i shouldnt but could do with losing myself-sorry

thanks for doing the food just not that hungry

wow that was amazing thank you *hugs S POD* can i have another glass of wine please

*settles down in front of fire with glass of wine* - so glad you guys are here tonight

why whats up hun *sits next to s pod*

you ok?

*would like more wine but knows it not a good idea*

im ok thanks, just chilling - dont let me get too drunk please

*pulls out huge novelty glass* i will just have one more lol

lol *pours the rest of the bottle it* i wonder if there is more *maybe in the staffroom! lol*

gonna go now-take care-thank you-need to sleep and think

oooh i have never seen the staff room before and take care newlife mwah

oh bye newlife take care

*feels like being naughty, is tipsy now too* want to go and explore?

yeah lets go *takes S pod's hand* i hope you dont mind

no i dont mind *squeezes Stevevaijrs hand*

lets go this way!