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MammaMia 19-06-2008 01:16 PM

Oh gosh, today is going up in the air.

Nobody is around to sign this form for me urgently, tis pissing me off because I have to get EVERYTHING done within 9 days or I wont have my money for uni by september *cries*

I'm not seeing Abbi today either, grrrrr, but get to see her tomorrow so that's something. I hope Charlie (my sister's dog) is going home tonight because she's allergic to dogs. But if not we can just go out or stay in my room, I'll have to think of a plan.

So all that's left for me to do today (other than see my dad hmm) is chill yaay :P But I wanted to get this over and done with *sighs*

Maybe I will go to that pinic after all....

blondiebear 19-06-2008 01:58 PM

Today is the day we vote on closing up the morning meeting. I've been thinking about it from the time I woke up.

I'm so afraid of getting a mess of nonsense from the other woman involved in the argument. I'm afraid she will chew me out when I dead head roses so I can feed the petals to my tortoise. I have permission from the church secretary to do this.

I'm not looking forward to her arguments. I'd really like to crush her twisted arthritic hands. I won't though. I can't afford the anger. Spiritually I can't afford to retaliate. I'll sit on my hands if I have to.

I'm going to ask if my sponsor can lead the meeting. She is a respected member of the group plus she doesn't tolerate nonsense.

I am so not looking forward to this.

It's going to be another hot day today. I can tell by the way sounds are carrying from the main road.

Pomegranate 19-06-2008 03:45 PM


Originally Posted by Hells (Post 862508)
I have to get EVERYTHING done within 9 days or I wont have my money for uni by september *cries*

Don't stress hun. Mine was late and I still got money in time and my friend applied for uni and finance through clearing and had his money within 2 weeks of starting uni. I think they say it more so that people don't all hand them in at the last minute. Even if it is two or three weeks late you should get it in time (although of course they don't guarantee it). Go to the picnic and relax xx

Susan- sounds like you have a tough day ahead. That woman sounds a bit of a witch to be honest but you can get through it. Your sponsor heading the meeting sounds like a good idea.

Thanks for the hugs Auburn *gives hugs back* Are you alright?

*pours water on Ally to wake her up* How are you doing today hun? Are you working every day this Summer?

*hugs razorblade_babi* how are you feeling sweetie? *offers marshmallows*

*waves at Irkenvader, Jeremy, Emz and anyone else has missed*

MammaMia 19-06-2008 05:58 PM

Thanks Emma :]

I've curled me hair :D

zowie 19-06-2008 06:38 PM

I made cookies with galaxy chocolate. mmmmmmm.
Feeling a bit low today, could do with a hug :( xxx

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 06:51 PM

cant cope-want to die!!!

zowie 19-06-2008 06:52 PM

What's up, Newlife? xx

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:00 PM


Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 862799)
Thanks for the hugs Auburn *gives hugs back* Are you alright?

Thanks :) I'm not too bad at the moment, I've just been insanely busy over the past week or so. Been covering for 3 people at work who've been off on holiday, but it gets me money so it's not too bad...

Looking forward to having time off next week though!

*gives zowie huge hugs* Anything you want to talk about hun?

*hugs newlife* what's up sweetheart?

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 07:03 PM

life sucks-im crap-i cant keep going anymore-i just want someone to understand and let me talk but noone ever will noone will think its important cos i know im not important ever

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:06 PM

Sweetie, I know I don't know you that well, but you're not crap. Talk to us on here. If it's important to you, sweetheart, then it is important. *huge snuggles* keep talking sweets.


Kuwairo 19-06-2008 07:10 PM

We need to have applied for finance in 9 days?
I haven't even started...

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:12 PM

Apparently so. I haven't even looked at it yet :S

*hugs Ku* you ok apart from that?

Kuwairo 19-06-2008 07:19 PM

we had longer than that last year...*panics*
otherwise not so bad...work was ok but I just constantly have food/si on the brain...
how are you hun?

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 07:20 PM

i just wanna die!!

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:23 PM

*hugs* I think it's just a sort of 'we'll-say-this-date-so-we-don't-have-to-do-so-much-work-later' type thing, helps more people get their money by the time uni starts...

I'm ok-ish, just kind of feeling sort of ill at the moment.

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:24 PM

*hugs newlife* Anything in particular happened to make you feel like this sweetheart?

~*forever_broken*~ 19-06-2008 07:24 PM

Thanks guys, for letting me know about everyone else.

Newlife luv, hang in there sweetie. I'm rather crap as far as support goes atm but hang in here, there's lots of folks coming in and out who carae and are fab when it comes to supporting others.

*throws her sopping wet pillow at Emma*
lol Love you sweetie, you made me smile and I DESPERATLY needed that.
Mmm, as for work, my schedual changes weekly as we feed a bunch of people that come to the school for camps and and conferences and stuff like that... and when the group before wanted to eat may be different than the group that is here now... Pluse these folks tend to change their minds frequent;y:pinch: How are you Emma luv? *snuggles you* Please stay safe hunni and remember that I love you.

Hey LP Emma :-D Glad to see you and hear that you're doing great. That's always nice, for sure. If I don't remember tomorrow Happy Birthday :-D

*hugs her Blondie-mom*
Sounds like you've got quite a day ahead of you... Please take care of yourself.
:crying: I'm doing really awful right now. Woke up feeling ****, was late getting up, had a crap morning even before I got to work... I don't know if this has anything to do with the fact that I started taking 300 mg of Wellbutrin instead of 450 mg (the tablets I got in the mail were 300 mg tablets with instructions to take one a day... where as before I was taking three 150 mg tablets for a total of 450 mgm)... I'm thinking of waiting a few more days and seeing whether or not it all changes... but I've got a wedding to go to this weekend and I'll possibly be sleeping over one night... and I'm not sure I can handle that if I'm still feeling so ****... or worse :crying:

*curls up in her corner and cries until she has to go to work*

Pomegranate 19-06-2008 07:25 PM

Newlife, talk to us. We can't help unless you explain what is going on hun *hugs*

Pomegranate 19-06-2008 07:30 PM

*passes Ally a tissue and a teddy to cry into* Could you not cut up a tablet so you could take the full 450mg? It could well be that, not sure what Wellbutrin is but if it's an AD or an AA then it could be. Not really got any advice except to try and block it out and we will be thinking of you. I love you xxx

*hugs Auburn* not surprised you are a bit stressed doing all that work. But the money HAS to cheer you up a bit? A smidgen? Maybe?

*hugs Ku* Will be here on and off if you want to talk at all x

Did you have fun doing it Hells? x

Kuwairo 19-06-2008 07:39 PM

^ thanks hun
*hugs all who need hugs*
sorry I'm a bit crappy at support right now, but keep talking and take care guys xx

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:40 PM

Yeah, the money pretty much makes it all worthwhile. Stupid thing is, it's almost exactly what I was doing on my gap year, but all of a sudden it seems like more work than it did then.

*hugs Ally* It's quite possible that it is the medication that means you're feeling like that, I don't know what to suggest apart from what Emma said about cutting one of the other ones in half to make it up to the right amount?

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 07:47 PM

Sorry-i know im not really being ver clear and i know im not doing much support so im sorry-i dont deserve anyones help

*hugs to all*

Pomegranate 19-06-2008 07:51 PM

I didn't mean it in a critical way sweetie *hugs you*. You DO deserve people's help and don't worry about supporting at the moment. Focus on you and making yourself better so that soon you will feel able to help other people. I asked you to elaborate just because I am worried about you and not sure how to help at the moment. Please try and keep yourself safe.

Is there a friend you could meet up with so you are not alone? *gives more hugs and a bar of Cadburys*

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 07:52 PM

*hugs* sweetheart, we can't make you talk, but we're all here to support you and help you, and listen if you want to open up to us. You don't always have to be supporting, sweetheart, sometimes you have to concentrate on yourself.

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 08:06 PM

i just need to harm-i dont feel im coping with anything very well at the moment and feel out of control alot of the time-im in my placement as a teacher and i feel like im never gonna achieve what i need to and so going to fail-everything is out of control-i have a meeting with my mentor tomorrow and im wondering whther to tell her about just the depression or is that just me making excuses
im useless sorry

razorblade_babi 19-06-2008 08:11 PM

*gets up out of the corner, gives everyone a hug, a mug of choco and climbs back into the corner*


Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 08:21 PM

*hugs Newlife and razorblade babi*

You're not useless sweetie, you're just struggling. I know it seems like you're making excuses if you tell your mentor about the depression, but they may be able to help you, make allowances for you if they know about it. Talk to your mentor about your worries, sweetie, it's what they're there for, they want you to do the best you can, and they can't help you to achieve that if they don't know about the problems... (uh... sorry that was so long :S)

You ok over there razorblade babi? I'm around if you wanna talk about anything.


~*forever_broken*~ 19-06-2008 08:26 PM

I think if I cut them in half I won't have enough to last me till I can get the prescription refilled (it's an AD btw, one of two I get to take :pinch:).

*hugs Newlife, Emma, Ku, and RBB (cause I can't spell it atm, sorry)*

I'm **** for support but I love you guys.

razorblade_babi 19-06-2008 08:27 PM

i'll be ok hun, just needed to sit somewhere safe for a while. im not a big talker. . .unless its random nonsense!lol!


And RBB is fine to call me :) even i cant be arsed to type my name! lol. . .or Im Emz if ya want.

l.e.g.o 19-06-2008 10:00 PM

i just dont wanna feel like im making excuses-im also unsure how they are ging t react to it-thanks for support

Auburn Shadow 19-06-2008 10:10 PM

Maybe try testing the water a little, like, mention that there's stuff going on for you that means you aren't necessarily performing to the best of your ability at the moment? You don't have to tell them anything you don't want to. I know when I mentioned everything to my tutor he was very supportive of my feelings and let me go through explaining everything at my own pace.

Honestly, I can't tell you how they're going to react or anything, but it may be good to tell them about the situation, maybe they could cut you some slack, means you don't have quite as much to worry about and everything...

I don't know how much sense that made I'm afraid, I'm rather tired and slightly tipsy, sorry.

*hugs Ally* Sorry, hun I don't have anymore suggestions, but take care of yourself, yeah?

*hugz Emz* I never used to talk about anything except random stuff until recently either. You know where I am if you ever need though. Take care.

*leaves hugs for everyone else who wants/needs*

MammaMia 20-06-2008 12:29 AM

Nooooooooooo why did it happen yet again? :crying:

*hugs everyone* Sorry I'm not offering any advice for a change.....keep strong though, we love you all <3

IT'S EMMA'S BIRTHDAY (lil-princess):jumpin: :jumpin: :jumpin: :jumpin:

I'm very emotional tonight meh.

Emma, yes I did thanks, there's some piccies on fb :P

Kuwairo 20-06-2008 12:54 AM


Originally Posted by Hells (Post 864216)
Nooooooooooo why did it happen yet again? :crying:

What's happened hun?


MammaMia 20-06-2008 01:04 AM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 864283)
What's happened hun?

My friend Laura, who lost her baby in March, had to give birth yesterday, at 14 weeks, even though it was dead :crying: (Last time she actually had to abort it....but it's the same result) :(

Kuwairo 20-06-2008 01:40 AM

Oh gosh...how is she doing at the moment hun?
She'll be ok, she's got brilliant friends like you to help her through

blondiebear 20-06-2008 01:44 AM

*hugs all around*

got plenty of rose petals this morning. Ignored ms attitude problem.

Guess who is secretary of the thursday am meeting for the next six months. at least we have a fresh treasurer and a fresh literature person.

I'm not running out to the fabric store just yet. I don't have work coming in for a week so i am going to use the time to rest. How weird. I've heard of it.

*another round of hugs*

The lady loved the curtains. I've spent the money on yarn to make rugs for my house.

MammaMia 20-06-2008 02:21 AM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 864360)
Oh gosh...how is she doing at the moment hun?
She'll be ok, she's got brilliant friends like you to help her through

She's not doing so good :(
Poor thing.

I am trying to feel excited hehe.
Maybe I just need some sleep.

~*forever_broken*~ 20-06-2008 04:21 AM

Happy Birthday LP Emma!

*hugs Helen*
Aww hunni, that's awful! I'm so sorry luv. Hope she'll be alright.
Well I still feel absolute **** but there's good news... I actually heard a song the other day, had the motivation to find the chords and lyrics, AND play it :-D it's a nice song too. Sounds insignificant but I used to play all the time and I haven't in SO long... Not thinking I'll be doing it all the time but still... Feels significant to me, even if it doesn't happen again for a while... Though now I'm feeling pathetic that such a silly little thing is significant in my life now:pinch: How far I fell...

Jetforce 20-06-2008 04:25 AM

Awww...*cuddles ally*

Sorry, don't have any helpful words for u..but plz tc hon!!

blondiebear 20-06-2008 06:13 AM

Happy Birthday Little Princess.

Ally, i'm glad that you were able to do the music thing. That is great.

I told my husband that I have something I must do tomorrow and that is nap and he just nodded in acceptance.

lil-princess 20-06-2008 08:00 AM

Heya the Birthday Girl is here :) oh how i love being the birthday girl lol getting up early just to see everyone then go back to bed and then i can't get back to sleep oh the joys lol.

And thankyou everyone :)

*hugs all round*

How you all doing on this lovely day?? xxx

MammaMia 20-06-2008 10:19 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm soooooooo tired, excited but sore (even though I haven't even had my booster yet.....)

Auburn Shadow 20-06-2008 10:49 AM

*hugs everyone* Happy birthday Emma!


Last day at work until August today... gonna miss it actually, but at the same time, they've been working me far too hard this week, I need the break...

farawayfairy 20-06-2008 01:13 PM

Happy birthday Emma!

*goes back to hide in corner* it's scary being new here

Jetforce 20-06-2008 01:34 PM

*pulls farawayfairy out to the open*

We dont' bite :-) and welcome...

zowie 20-06-2008 02:13 PM

Happy birthday Emma :)

Jetforce 20-06-2008 02:36 PM

*curls up in the corner*

F#$K so wanna OD now :-S

Auburn Shadow 20-06-2008 02:36 PM

*hugs everyone*

*almost gets caught by the big boss-man* *hides*

farawayfairy, welcome! Come join us, we're all very friendly really :) (and I'll reply to your PM later, when I don't run the risk of being yelled at by big important manager peoples...)

How you doing Jem and zowie?

Auburn Shadow 20-06-2008 02:39 PM

sorry, Jem, apparently we posted at the same time.

What's happened?

Jetforce 20-06-2008 02:42 PM

hehe :P

nothing happened..it just hit me like a ton of bricks

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