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No need to apologise Vicki *snuggles*
*snuggles Hayley and everyone else* |
Puppy SinClair has been sadly abandoned, Hayley. :( Perhaps you would like to take him for a walk?
Am not doing very well myself... wrote about it some in my r/v thread but really nothing new. :( I hate life, I want to purge, blah blah blah, same old same old. And uni, ****, I feel like I am drowning in all of the work. :crying: |
Can't.
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*cuddles Helen* What can't you do, sweetie? *lots more cuddles*
Drowning. Just want to give up. :( |
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Need to destruct so much in so many ways cant stoay safe or majke mch sense pleas e |
Puppy SinClair hasn't been abandoned, I wouldn't do that.
Helen, You can get through this, you're amazing. sorry feel like a bit of a stranger in here again. |
Not amazing but thank you Hannah.
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yes you are, I have tremendous respect for you, keep fighting
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That means more than you could ever know..
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I feel awful.
Want to self destruct. No one IRL understands, and some people online don't either. I feel like they are attacking me with their comments when really they just care. But still. It hurts. ****. |
I understand April *cuddles tight*
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*Sits in the corner hugging puppy SinClair.*
I just feel so unwanted, so unloved...so unlovable. I don't have a single good trait about me. I'm such a horrible, jealous and deperate person. I don't deserve to be loved but I crave it so much. My pup is the only one that loves me, and when I move out I wont have him anymore. I wont be allowed a pet. I'll be so alone. Even my MHT don't care about me. My GP doesn't care anymore. The world's given up on me. |
*cuddles Helen & Vicki* How are you doing, Helen? feeling any better?
Vicki, love, we still care about you here... the more you post the more support you get (usually anyway, to a degree)... and we haven't given up on you. How do you know that your MHT has given up on you? & your GP? have you asked them directly? Usually people in those professions don't give up on their clientele... the profession(s) wouldn't exist then. What's going on? *more cuddles* Am feeling like ****... want to binge... want to purge... want to cut... and I just want to ESCAPE this life that I'm living because it's so difficult. I am so tired of being asked why I'm so angry that I "can't" self destruct, why I'm so angry that I "have to" be healthy/happy/positive, etc., etc. :( I don't ****ing KNOW why, I just know that I am. :crying: |
Wrote in my r/v thread & also posted in the ED forum, if anyone wants to take a look.
Probably not, but that's okay. I'm not really that important anyway. :( |
Vicki, I care about you & I love you. So that's another person who does. I'm always here for you. *snuggles*
April *snuggles* YOU ARE IMPORTANT!!! I will try read your threads today sweetheart. I do care so much and I know others do too. Try stay safe please *cuddles again* |
*cuddles Helen* You're a right sweetheart... how are you doing today? feeling any better? ♥
I'm so triggered right now, and frustrated, and struggling. I hate my body. It's so nasty... I should probably post in my r/v thread about this but I want to get feedback. Maybe my blog on here. I'm sick of the comments I get on LJ... they make me think but I don't want to think, I just want to rant and get it out of my ****ing system. *cries* I hate my life, hate my life, hate my life. It hurts so bad right now. I don't know what to do. I'm wearing dress clothes and they are girls' clothes which are much tighter than what I normally wear (sweats & baggy shirts) so I feel like a bloody elephant... hell, I want to cut so badly!!!! :crying: Sorry for being a mess. *hides in a dark corner where she can be a mess without anyone noticing* |
*cuddles April* Keep staying safe if you can sweet, I know it's really really really really hard right now
I'm doing badly too today. But that doesn't matter. |
hey guys
*cuddles Helen and April* sorry you're both feeling bad today. look after yourselves*hugs* i'm checking in again. sorry haven't been around for a while....things have been a bit...well, a bit better but more manic and stressful. but i currently feel shiiiiiiit and need to stop thinking of ways to end it...it's not helping. *sits in a corner* |
*sits with Laura and gives hugs*
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*cuddles LauraFriend and Helen* Sorry you two are also feeling shitty. :(
I just want it to end. I am so sick of living. :crying: |
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