Me. (Poem, possible trigger)
 

I feel sick,
It hurts.
My stomach,
My head.
This whirlwind,
Rushing,
Clinging,
Wanting me dead.

I crave it,
The trickle,
The feel,
The need for something,
For anything...
To just be real.

The pain,
The ache,
The splatter of red,
A breath,
Eyes closed,
A calmness in my head.

The tears,
They mix,
With the Crimson rivers that flow.
The pain,
It's back.
I'm stuck...
In a circle,
A cycle...
That will never slow.

Punish me,
I need it,
I want it,
I crave it.

Hurt me so that I can breath.

I beg you.

Let me feel...
Let me feel release...
Let me feel air...

I need to escape,
Help me.
I'm drowning...

The waves of sorrow,
of guilt,
of heartache.
It's too much.

I need to feel...
Let me feel...

Hurt me.
Punish me.

Sorry all... It appears when I want to hurt myself I'm writing and throwing it up in here.

Sorry guys.

Just read this.

You express yourself very well, and what you're going through in your mind.
Actually, I for one am glad you posted this.

Yes, It can be triggering but also worth a read.

Keep expressing yourself as much as possible but please stay away from harming yourself for real.

Thank you for your kind words.

Hold my hand,
Walk me down that path,
Take it slow,
Stop and breath,
A cold whisper...
Trickles across my neck,
In this together.
You and I.
A touch of your hand,
I drown in your eyes,
One
Last
Breath.
A second of pain,
I fade in your arms.

I loved this one too though the ending was a bit sad and left me with mixed feelings.

You're talented too so please write some more when you're feeling up to it.

Thanks, glad you liked. X

Since i'm not an English speaker i'm terrible at poetry.
But your poem made such an impact in me I felt like exploring for an
" alternative " ending.

Need to stay positive after all haha! ^_^

A Kiss.
New life fills me.
I open my eyes;
I peer into the heavens.
You are still here,
beside me.
Holding my hand.
Side by side,
together.
Forever.

Cold like the river,
And the wind in the trees.
Fragile and broken,
No direction it seems.
Impossible to love,
And easy to hate.
No future to speak of;
Just darkness,
No escape.

Liked your poems bloodsoakedangel and Maria so thought I'd contribute one.

I like both of your poems too, glad its inspiring something.

It's hard to stay positive when you can't find a way out, but I know what you mean. I write what I feel, which is why I suppose there not all that positive.

See BloadSoakedAngel, you inspire people! :)

And wr3ck3d, thanks for sharing your feelings with us as well in the form of a poem.

I'm pretty sure there was another poem, or poems after my reply..
I must be imagining things..

I know, I know..

But how about some more of those excellent poems, please? :)

Whisky on your breath,
Dirt under your fingernails,
I tense...
I stutter...
I shrink away.
A glass in your hand,
Liquid sloshing on to the floor,
Your eyes scanning...
Looking...
Searching...
For me.
I hold my breath,
Will my heart to stop beating.
Angry words,
Barked from between your lips,
I gasp and your eyes lock on mine.
I stop...
Stop everything...
Switch off...
As a wicked smile edges your lips,
And your hands pull at the zipper on your jeans.