I'm off my meds now.
I'm supposed to take something else now, but I failed last night.

*waves hi to everyone*
just gonna stay in my corner, if that is cool with everyone.
Angel - hope you are feeling better
Mrs Pan - I hope your headache is all gone. i get some that will last for days, i agree they need to be destroyed.
hope everyone else is doing alright....take care

*Hugs Laura*

*waves to shattered1*

*Hugs AuraGrace*

*Waves to Angel* I'm sorry hun :/

*hugs everyone*

*spies mark and hugs*

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

I'm hanging in there, Mark. Not great, but *shrug* surviving.
How about you?

Hanging in there at my Parents place for Fathers Day . Pretty tired but I don't sleep well here.........*Hugs Laura*

*Grabs a blanket and hides in corner* *wraps blanket round himself*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Waves to angel*

*Waves to Shattered1*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ian* , How are you mate?

Heya Mark :) im not bad i guess, got a horrible cold and feel awful.

Sorry Ian *Germ killing Hug*

*Night Time Hugs My Ward mates*

Atlantica - here have some orange juice and chicken soup (probably not at the same time), get feeling better soon

Angel - Sorry to hear the person disappointed you, I can empathize with how much that hurts

AuraGrace - Yes, the SIing helps cope. But it is not a healthy way. I am telling myself that as I am telling you. For me it had been a while, I know we are not supposed to go into how long, but not that long...but Friday I gave into urges that had been bad all week long. Why? I don't know Friday it wasn't even that bad. I understand the rush...but there are a lot of risks too. If you can not make it without doing it (which i am not promoting just so the mods know) please be careful.

*waves* to everyone
Have counselling tomorrow am scared. Don't know what to expect. But have been disassociating at each of the sessions and don't want to tell counselor that I did have my slip and SIed and other things. Just want to disappear.

*comes into ward*
hey everyone sorry I haven't been here for a while.... I need a hug.... How is everyone? I feel soooo confused right now that I don't even know where to start.

*Hugs Shattered1* Good Luck at counselling :)

*Hugs Megz* Why so confused Hun?

*waves to Angel* I'm sorry you feel so low hun, I have the same issues :/

Morning everyone.

Morning Lindsay *Hugs * How are you?

I AM Quitting the drink , I had a bit of a SlipBut I'm DETERMINED again, on my 2nd day.........